The different feeling...

Have missed out earlier in February to mention about Izumi's birthday on the 11th. Oh well, what else but to tweet to Nao about it? lol. I'm glad he tweets on those special dates and I believe he does keep track of them better than I do. Sometimes I only realised it's a special day only when it comes, or when I saw on my twitter timeline. Nooooo I didn't mean to forget! I got them written on my calendar! The only date that I've missed out is the disbandment day. Other than that, I'm not guilty of anything I swear! (x_x)

Okay~ although it's quite plain, but the colourful hearts win isn't it? xD

But yeah I haven't been listening to Kagrra as much as those days last year. Since I'm into Buck tick as my inspiration source. I don't know is it something that I have to be guilty of after all. I mean, we should explore others too and that doesn't mean that I've forgotten what I love most nor does it mean I don't care about Kagrra, anymore.

But recently, probably it's been a little too long that I haven't touch on Kagrra, until that I couldn't form any words I wanted to say on the 3rd March that day...

All I did was to retweet from Japanese fans and from Nao. I don't know what else to say. Yeah it's been 5 years since that day but I just can't say it out. Maybe because it's the day where disbanded so it's something sad for me that I don't wanna recall? I don't even know why myself.. I was feeling kind out of place too when I went to listen Haru Urara and some other Kagrra songs and then...

the feeling is really different!!

Maybe because of the different genre and mood that Buck tick gives and so when I'm back to Kagrra, the feeling is somewhat something I have to adjust back?  And then because of that, I feel sad again. Is this something I have to be guilty of after all? (ó﹏ò｡)

Well I hope no one blames me, although most of the time I'm the one who blames myself. It doesn't help too right? Unless I can change that.

I wanted to write those lyrics that I'm proud of again. But inspiration is evil. It comes and goes as fast as the wind. It's hard for me to catch it on time. ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡


Well then, the only thing now is to make sure that Buck tick helps me as good as what Kagrra did. And to end this post happily,

I started off my March month in a really good mood.

Beer has helped me a lot too haha. 

I might be ready for more...

I will do my best!　力のかぎり頑張ろう！

I'm so pleased!

It's quite a small matter but I was beaming with joy when I saw my comment appeared first during this youtuber QnA at 2:43.

I was already happy enough that he replied my comment at youtube. It would really be great if he can teach more words rather than discussing about stuffs in his video. Well that's just my preference. I'm really happy for such little actions and that's why they deserve our support!

It totally made my day the moment I saw it. (*^◯^*) I have became his first student. Woo hoo~!!

And this means I have to comment more for them to notice too. hehe.

Well well if my opinions does matter. xD

Feeling good~

Yeah it's already March and recently I've been so itching to do shopping and buy lots of stuffs!! The only thing I haven't get is clothes! lol. I do get better this time with regards to my mood. I have been eating well and maybe a little too well cos I have been spending more on tasty than simple food. (>ω<) I began not to bother too much on how costly the thing is. I just want to spend so that I'll feel better. After all, I'm able to earn my own keep so I should pamper myself from time to time with the hard work I've putting in every weekdays isn't it? （＾∇＾）

Well anyways, I haven't been putting much thoughts about things. I'm still trying to see if inspiration will come to me at the right time soon. (・・;)

So yeah, these are my rewards! haha.

One obvious thing to note is that I probably have too many eye masks and I've only been using them only like once a week. (≧▽≦) I hope the rest of the products are good as well and I'll probably evaluate them some time later when I start using them hehe.

But I kinda think that the eyebrow powder may not be of use to me anymore? I have no idea, I just want to get it! And it contains 3 stencils which I think is quite good and useful.. Although I'm not sure if I will use it! Well you see, I was really itching to get my brows done since a long time ago.... until last week, I couldn't take it anymore!! And so to get things started, I thought of watching an eyebrow tutorial to get an idea on how to get my brows done [Since I wasn't sure where would be a nice place to go to so might as well I'll do them myself.]




I think the best would be Jenn's tutorial and it definitely helps a lot!! I went to get the necessary tools required as she mentioned.

And the moment I'm done I'm so satisfied that I can't stop looking at my brows xD. Few people around me have commented that my eyebrows are indeed neater now. Yeah~ what a great mini success for me lol. ヽ(・∀・)ノ But still, it's difficult to achieve equal identical brows for both. I think I've plucked quite a lot of hairs on the left but it still looked thicker than my right. I just can't get it in the right shape like my right. But well, as long as it looks neater and in a better shape than before I guess it's all that matters for me now. (・∪・) I shall take my time to explore more~


The other new thing that capture my heart is this new eyeshadow palette from essence! I feel so happy when I saw new stuffs appearing at the shelf the other day...

Look at that colors!! Omg I think it's gonna be the first time I can apply eyeshadow much better than before. I haven't been doing things like applying on the crease and making the gradient effect on the eyes. This is too good for me. lol. I would love to achieve a better look for myself now. I hope it turns out good! And so, I'll probably have to watch tutorials again. hahaha.

It's also the first time I'm using a better concealer now. The purple one is meant to cover dark circles and the green one is to cover up any redness on the face. It's actually pretty good and I happened to discover it!  I didn't notice of this brand australis at first. There isn't a lot of that brand's products on the shelf and I haven't found my ideal foundation and instead I found this good concealer. (≧▽≦) Oh well, it's always good to discover new things especially when they turn out to be good. hehe. I hope there's more for me to get!


Happy Sunday! (^o^)