Why was there emptiness...

Late on this post I'm feeling so bad about this! (>_<) I didn't have the mood at all last week so I couldn't post a thing at all. What an empty week even though I had a day off!! Can't remember exactly what I did on that Friday. (｡-_-｡) I'm not even happy to mention about this myself. lol. But this week has been productive! I wrote down the list of things that I wanna do [in which I've always been doing usually xD] and somehow I got them completed by today!! Well, I guess what deters me from getting things done is the MOOD, not how tough nor how time consuming it is. lol.

It was our Kagrra, members' birthday in August and September. And as usual, I'll like to tweet about it. I've been receiving tweets from Akiya which I supposed is spam cos I've been getting the same thing quite a few times. It's highly possible that the account is not him anymore cos he hasn't been using it for a super long time [more than a year]. Although now he's active but for such tweets all the same in his timeline and nothing else normal like his old tweets, I can't feel that all happy even though I got tweets from him. I really hope our Akiya is back to realise this and be active for real. (｡•́︿•̀｡)

I miss U too Akiya-san!! I hope u received and saw my tweet to u and know we Kagrra, fans are still around...

If only the other members also have a twitter account. (┯_┯) Well, that I can only refer to Shin and Izumi. Shouldn't Shin have one too since he's still active in the music scene? It's bored for me to tweet without able to tag anyone except my fren. lol.


These 3 weeks I'm actually working 4 days a week and probably that's something I enjoy for the first time. Of course it'll be the best if that can be like this forever. xD  2 days of weekend is indeed not enough. It should be half a week for work, half a week to rest and have fun. haha. Yeah that was my kind of ideal life to only work 4 days, but sadly don't think any full time jobs are only 4 days. Casual Fridays make me no motivation for work sometimes. And so somehow I dislike Fridays cos I won't have the mood to shop. Okay, now I don't understand what I'm saying. So I don't have any mood on Fridays? hmm... (・・;)


Anyway, I chanced upon Kumicky on tv with Pikarin again! They were both dressed up in Lolita style and introducing delicious desserts once again. Her program always make me in so much envy!! Lol~

I really hope there's more for me to watch! Since there is no more Popteen for me to chase after. And now I feel a lack in something I'm not sure what it is. Maybe I need to read more books and be inspired or what. I can't describe such a feeling now.. Why is there some sort of emptiness in my heart? Is that cos I lack of something to chase after now? IS that the reason so? I do think it could be something else....

Maybe listening to more Buck-tick? Suddenly they seemed to have disappeared from my life I'm sad.  (,_,)

On my way to recovery....

While I'm still figuring out what's wrong with my body.... (-_-)


Well I have to do something, like getting more rest as such, and really watch my diet closely. It's quite a little pain actually. There's so much of my favourite food that I can't enjoy now. I'm also not sure if what I'm eating now is really okay for my stomach but I supposed it does good. And I have to be on a exercise regime and see if my body will become better. But my stomach can be a torture sometimes. At one moment I can be very hungry and after I ate something [without finishing yet] I feel full almost immediately. I really hate this organ of mine. lol.

And why does it have to be at such a right time where I keep seeing food appearing on tv? Loads of yummy delicious food! I can't stand it!! I wanna enjoy a delicious bowl of ramen but it isn't the appropriate time for me at all now. I want Japanese food badly~~ (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`) Sobs!


And just on Friday, I happened to see Kumicky on tv! It was only then that I realised she's on Kawaii Asia tv program. I once saw her on a channel teaching some simple exercises too, but I can't find it in the internet!! Why, isn't she popular? Or only in Japan?? =( It's not fair that it's so hard for me to watch it at my own free time. Argh. They OUGHT to make Kumicky's stuff easily available! She's also a great inspirational artiste too u know!! ⋋_⋌


There, Kumicky is introducing delicious dessert with Pikarin.

I swear the way Kumicky eats and describes it tempt me so much for a parfait now. I need one for my internal soul therapy. lol!

And then she went off with another girl I don't know who and introduce some dessert crepe.

I can't believe adding konpeito on desserts but I'm sure Kumicky's one is more yummy than this. haha.

And that's all the shots that I can get from that program. (-__-)


Maybe I really need to stop watching such programs that torture me. xD  I know I can be more determined in the change of my lifestyle now. And I should focus on things that are more important, although I might have to give up on some things. Somehow I feel a little sad, that I can't enjoy as much as before. ( ´•︵•` ) Maybe I need to sort out my time better. But at least, since I'm determine to recover asap I made myself rest as much as I could. 

I just want more holidays although it's not quite possible. （・□・；）


One more week to go and it'll be August! I just hope next month will be better and since there's some holidays to rest, I wanted to do something more.

What will be my mood? I don't wanna be all sad and sick like this July. I need to be all well and start writing better stuffs.


Isshi, please bless me that I'll be fine. Without weird dreams no more too.
 
With much love,
Yuuka

Seeking inspiration from...

I have a period of somewhat a mental block earlier on January I couldn't think nor focus on doing what I want. It was quite a horrible feeling, that I can feel I'm useless suddenly. And so, I ended up talking to a few of friends about something else, how I feel and about maybe leaving everyone else.

Damn, that was the worst thought ever! 。・°°・(＞_＜)・°°・。

Well, I couldn't take back my words. But I guessed, it's also cos that after I've expressed it, I felt better moments later. And then I could think clearer when others told me of what they think. Yes, I shouldn't be in a rash no matter what, even when it comes to telling someone how I feel. But back then I didn't have a clear mind, I can't process my thoughts, so I ended up blabbering such stuffs that I never would have want to tell them again...


Anyway, things have been going good since. Probably cos I've got over those stupid thoughts and my friends made me feel better as always, or maybe from that day onwards idk. But I wouldn't wanna look back at that time. Although I made myself somewhat able to write 2 dark songs at the start of the year. But it was really a painful process I have been through. I wonder why it turned out to be like this. Is it because of someone who has caused me pain unknowingly? And that my inspiration couldn't come when I need it. It was hurting me deep inside I guess. (ó﹏ò｡)

My mood was certainly affected, and that's not a good thing cos I'm unable to do anything well cos of that. It's only that after listening to Kagrra, music I felt better. Much that I wished that certain things shouldn't happened to lead to this of me, somehow I think it made me grow. And be more conscious of myself. Don't keep thinking about doing things for others. I should think for myself too.

While I'm having complicated thoughts all over again.... (x_x)


Anyway, I've gotten back my inspiration to do the things that I like. Of course, lyrics wise I'm inspired by isshi now. But for fashion, beauty, life and everything else to learn from:

• Ayu → Been her fan since 2003. It's Ayu that I'm able to live through my teenage years.
• Michelle Phan → Following her for years when I just started into makeup. First video watched is from Mish, and have been continuing ever since 2010.
• Cheesie → The most hardworking blogger I've ever seen. Now that she's an amazing mum whom I look up to and aspire to be!
• Kumicky → My most favourite Popteen model I like since 2011. She also has a great personality and works hard all the time.
• Jenn Im → A great fashionista who is really eloquent. Just by looking at her makes me happy too.


I really feel revived after looking at them! I feel that I'm back once again! ♪～(´ε｀　)


And sometimes, I just have to feel good about myself. (*˘︶˘*).｡.:*♡

No worries cos life just goes on no matter what.

Kumicky's Beauty Book bought!

Yeah I bought Kumicky's Beauty Book last month!! (^o^)

Ever since Kumicky left Popteen, not just that I can't find the TW version of Popteen selling anymore, I don't have the drive or anything to look at Popteen updates even at Youtube. I was wondering the reason why the TW version isn't sold anymore is because of Kumicky has left? >_< Now I miss those times where I used to buy Popteen and read so much on the skincare and makeup part, and translate them [or is that Cawaii mag?] There isn't anything for me to look forward to buy them when it comes to magazines now. Sobs.

Well, looking back at my old posts, I'm glad at least I done a translation post for Kumicky's profile. Pretty nice effort I used to do. I didn't waste my money on Popteen then. lol.


Was watching the DVD that comes with this book. In which it only has just ONE makeup tutorial included. Ended pretty fast. Haha. But it was detailed enough, since she was explaining the whole full makeup that she's doing.

I can't helped it but to say, there are lines around the sides of her cheeks when she smiles which made her look old!! It doesn't seem like the Kumicky I've seen. But I guess photos are just different? I just can't get used to seeing her like this. lol.

Anyway, I'm a bit astonished to see her using 4 highlighters on different parts of the face. But I guess that's what a beauty guru does. To be really detailed, precise and use many products, which is why they always look so perfect. I love watching such tutorials but not like that I'll follow every single step cos there's just too much for me to take and they'll kill my patience for sure. lol. I would rather try it on others. But most probably no ones gonna be my guinea pig. haha.  (≧▽≦)

The eyes!!
Kumicky was teaching how to apply falsies and u have to dot the glue at 3 points, front-center-back and then even them out so it'll be better. Seeing her apply is easy alright, but it's not easy for me!!(x_x)

I've bought a falsies last year and I attempted at putting them on just....last month I think? But I don't have tweezers, so I just use my fingers to put them on my eye lid. It was the most uncomfortable thing I have done ever!!! LOL! Okay, partly I blame on my poor technique in putting in properly, but the feeling of glue on the eyelid!! And that there's something on my eyelids when I'm just looking normally and blinking. It feels so abnormal. I can't believe that I've once read before this comment on a mag that this girl said falsies are so addictive that the first time she put it on she's in love with it and ever since then she has to use it!! I thought it might be the same for me so I kinda dragged in trying it out cos I'm afraid that I'll be addicted to it. But it seemed more like a joke now. lol. It doesn't work on me! Just the same as mascara. I don't like to use it and I don't use it either. The feeling of dry sticking up lashes... it feels weird and unnatural. Why am I just so different from most girls??


Okay, maybe that's just me. I'm different and I have my own style. *self console*

But lately, I have a new interest in lip products. Maybe it's time to explore more then.


Anyway, I enjoyed reading her book! She's my inspiration now. I need to be as 綺麗 as her now. hehe. (*´︶`*)

Kumicky graduates from Popteen 02

[Continue from previous post on September 21st]

It's just really sad to see Kumicky leaving Popteen. (T_T)

There's quite a few videos made on Kumicky's graduation. I've watched this just yesterday, and she's so much like a princess alright!



I think her speech is really long, and this makes the atmosphere really sadder imo. Although most probably everyone rather her to talk longer as no one bears to see her leave too. =(

And Kumicky never stops expressing thanks throughout.. I don't even wanna watch anymore! lol.


In this one Kumicky is giving a speech too, and that must be how sad she is to leave since she keeps tearing throughout the video.




Good grief the news of Kumicky came at the right time and so I got to know of her blog!!

Anyway at least now I know that Kumicky will appear in 'With' magazine so I can keep a look out for it! I hope the topics that she covers are interesting too. Since she's moving on to being a feminine adult I totally approve of this! Since that's my favourite kind of look from Namie. haha. Whichever image Kumicky is going to have, I'm sure she'll still look as great! Glad that there's something to look forward to~!

Kumicky also has a little event with fans for her graduation:



This is one of the videos that made me feel, "Why am I not living in Japan!!" Lol.


Alright, now I just need to buy those magazines. >_<

Kumicky graduates from Popteen

ARRGGHHH!! The day that I never want to see actually comes! Kumicky is leaving Popteen and her last issue is on October issue. (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`) → aramajapan news

I really think Kumicky is the representative of the Gyaru now. I so much want to see her continuing her appearance in Popteen since it's my favourite mag. [Although I have not been buying them for them some time already. ] Without her, what is there to see at Popteen!! What's it gonna be like? I might be bored to tears. (T ^ T) Really, I hate this graduating thing. And now it seems a little difficult to find Popteen magazine!! Whenever I look out for it in the book stores, the latest issue isn't around [TW version]. WHAT IS WRONG?! Why in sg is getting harder to get the stuffs I want when it's pretty much easy all along in the past. How am I gonna get my October issue with Kumicky inside now? Must I be left to reminisce all the old Popteen issues that I have? ╥﹏╥

It just so happens that I haven't blog about this pages of Popteen that I have long ago. Oops just realised it's a year ago. Omg I have such backlog I need to clear. lol. *guilty*

Where else can I ever see Kumicky again?? Anyone to tell me?

I'm missing so many things right now. Gosh, Can I have some good news coming instead?  (︶︹︺)

Kumicky profile on Popteen magazine October 2013 issue part 2

Ar.. have been a little sick and unable to concentrate on what to do for the past week. lol. But still I guess I have to post something, even though is a short post. Continued from Ayu on Popteen magazine October 2013 issue 150 Questions. This time shall just talk about Kumicky. (⌒ー⌒)

I supposed I've posted about Kumicky's profile before. But since there is this page about her so I'm still gonna write down here about that page! I love that pose too~!! \(^o^)/

Kumiko Funayama profile
Nickname: Kumicky
Birthday: 29 April 1991
Blood type: O
Horoscope: Taurus
Birthplace: Tokyo
Height: 155cm
Weight: 39 kg
Measurements
Bust: 75cm
Waist: 53.8cm
Arm: 21.8cm
Thigh: 43.2cm
Foot: 23.5cm
Relationships with boyfriend: Longest & shortest time 3 years, 1 week.
Type of guys she likes: Manliness, gentle and thoughtful. Can allow her to show her motherly love, cos Kumicky likes to take care of guys ♥

12 Questions
Qn: Interest and specialty? 
Makeup and clothing matching. I have my Funayama's Beauty Salon page, I love to help everyone dressing up beautifully. As long as girls work hard, we will definitely become cute!
Qn: Favourite food and food that you hate?
Love → Chocolate
Hate → Capsicum
I don't eat capsicum since young...It has a kind of taste, I'm scared, hopefully I won't get to touch it ever.
Qn: Facial features you like and hate? 
Hate all of it.
I don't like my eyes, nose, mouth and face shape outline. Looking closely, my facial features aren't outstanding. So that's why I need to work hard on makeup techniques.
Qn: What is most important to you?
Family, friends, Popteen, every reader and fans.
Qn: Your makeup definition? 
The way of expressing myself.
My eloquence is not good, I can't express my thoughts clearly to others, so I can only express through makeup. I want to challenge different makeup styles in the future too!
Qn: Your favourite phrase? 
Be considerate for others.
If you don't have this state of mind, you can't do anything for others. I want to be able to think in their perspective, considering all aspects.
Qn: Things that your friends said that made you surprised?
You're like a guy!
My friends often say that my character is so much like a guy. Some even say my thoughts are like a samurai.
Qn: Your strength and weakness? 
Strength : Can really endure
Weakness : Give up easily
If it's small matters, I can really endure. But if it's something I have to come up with, I will give up very quickly.
Qn: Your ideal model image? 
A model who enjoys her work.
I want to be someone able to accede to everyone's request, giving all my best and perform really well. To become someone with characteristic and able to express your own character well is the best!
Qn: One phrase to describe your character?
Serious.
Qn: Your charm? 
Researching enthusiastically.
I should say I will researching enthusiastically for things that interest me. I love fashion and makeup, so I will keep looking into them.
Qn: Your future dream? 
I want to have a building for fashion and beauty This is the dream I always wanted. With that building, I can have fun with everyone. Although it's a dream, I must fulfill it!


I guess I'm similar to her in some way. But capsicum is my favourite food~!! That's probably the only difference that I have from Kumicky. haha. I'm looking forward to buy Popteen with Kumicky on cover soon. ^-^ 

Dump mags for Bookmarks once more!

I was clearing up my magazines and gonna throw some away cos there are some content in which I don't really like and so I think there's no point of keeping them. Well that's what I did last year anyway. haha. But recently I realised that I've pilled up a little too many of the mags and so I needa look into which is worth to keep now. haha. Now I'm looking at the pages for Popteen July 09 issue and tearing out those that I wanna keep. Anyway I'm just showing the few Kumicky pages here :

I just realised that back in 2009 Kumicky looks kinda different from now.

Didn't know she used to dyed her hair in 2 colours! Tat means I don't really notice her back then, even though I had the mag for so long. lol.

She seems to have buck teeth? I realised her teeth is really kinda different then and now.

She likes to stick out her tongue in most pictures like this:

Oh my, she is really skinny~!! This page is about the length of every part of her body. It's also done for the rest of the models. In the end I decided to keep this page cos it's about Kumicky. haha. But it also made me jealous cos I don't think I can be like her! lol.

Another thing worth to keep: Namie's Best Fiction tour writeup~!

Only these 2 pages but still worth for me anyway. I kinda like that theme of fairytale that Namie had for this tour and album. Fiction that is~! Her costume is so pretty and cool too~!

Lastly, look at what I did just now:

3 Kumicky bookmarks~!!

Once again, my boring life. haha. Don't wanna waste the mags as I've said. Since I like doing a little bit of art. But my creativity is kinda limited. The only thing I can do is still bookmarks. haha. Not as if I will use them even though I have lots of books! Let me just continue to add it as part of my collection. At least some Kumicky things that I've owned. haha.

Why Kumicky don't have twitter?? I could have tweeted her this at least... (´･_･`)

Popteen July 2013 issue

Yeah!! Got my Popteen mag in the first week of June. And definitely cos is Kumicky on cover!! (*^_^*)

I like this page a lot cos Kumicky looks really pretty and summery~!!

I wonder why I can't see any month issues except for this latest one cos I wanna see if there's any interesting content in the past issues. Oh well, it's just so that I'm left with no choice but to get this July issue and luckily it's Kumicky on cover or else I feel like I have nothing to buy at that time of my shopping. lol.

Kumicky's Beauty Salon~!! I love how she teaches too!!

And these few pages on 'What's in my bag' topic! I love this cos they showed really well! O_O They even tell us the weight of their bags. lol. And u know what, the heaviest being Kumicky's work bag!! It looks more like a luggage to me. haha. At 6.9kg. Omg.. How can she even carry it at all?

The other models' stuffs inside their bags are pretty nice too, and a lot!! Most of them bring their makeup stuffs out, a few items. But some of them even bring the whole cosmetic bag! That was WOW to me. cos it really adds on to the bag weight!! For me, I don't bring my cosmetics bag out at all. At most, one or two items like my lip balm when I need it. [especially at times when my lips chapped too often] I don't think u will need to use all the makeup items in the bag when u're outside? Unless u walk out of ur house without makeup on. But usually we won't right? hahaha.

And now I must mention my discovery on Kumicky which is this late! lol. (≧▽≦)




This is the first time I'm hearing Kumicky's voice!! She's so cute! The feeling of finally know how ur favourite idol really sounds like besides from seeing tons of her photos in the mag was o(^▽^)o . Omg Why do I now then know of Popteen tv which exist long ago. I wanna cry but seeing Kumicky it's more like tears of joy now. (￣▽￣) Okay, although I don't put on false eyelashes myself but this is a good video to watch. So long as it's Kumicky. haha. I've became so biased! She really looks like an expert at falsies already. (ˆ_ˆ)
Now I need to start looking at any videos of her showing how she does makeup which is what I hope. xD

Anyway, I like this cartoony thing telling us how to be slim in the whole day.  (x_x)

Let me put those pointers down:
✿ Breakfast in the morning → choose rice 168 kcal instead of bread 276 kcal.
✿ Journey to school → for 30min ride a bike burns 94 kcal than walk 77 kcal.
✿ PE class for 50min burns 118 kcal than music class 100 kcal.
✿ Snack per 100g → choose gummy candy 348 kcal than chocolate 557 kcal.
✿ Lunch → own made bento is better than school canteen ramen cos u can make it healthier!
✿ Duties in class → mopping for 15min burns 35 kcal than sweep the floor 24 kcal.
✿ Sing Golden Bomber's Memeshikute burns 12 kcal while Nishino Kana's Best Friend burns 17 kcal.
✿ At Mac, choose fries (small) 249 kcal than burger 275 kcal or nuggets 280 kcal.
✿ Choose spicy hot pot 450 kcal than having BBQ meat 530 kcal.
✿ Choose Arubaito of being a waitress burns 472 kcal than salesgirl 430 kcal or giving out tissue paper in the streets 430 kcal too.
✿ Clean bathroom for 15 min burns 44 kcal than walk the dog 23 kcal.
✿ Choose to bath after dinner and is better to soak in the bathtub than having a shower.
✿ Choose miso-flavoured fish 269 kcal than fried chicken 286 kcal.
✿ Drink black coffee 8 kcal than hot milk 120 kcal while watching tv.
✿ Take dried shredded squid 27 kcal than fruits like strawberry 5 pieces 25 kcal and pineapple 5 pieces 44 kcal.
✿ Do 15min sit-ups burns 87 kcal than massage!
✿ Burn midnight oil burns 70 kcal per 60mins rather than sleeping early 39 kcal .

Therefore within the entire day U can burn approximately 920 kcal!!

Okay, although I don't totally agree with this but what they've gathered is just based on the amount of calories only. It would be better if they take the nutrition content into consideration too. Anyway it's just a fun guide. I love the content in this issue which also includes the part of how to let ur makeup last longer on the face. I'm just so happy looking at Popteen, and Kumicky yeah~!! (ˆ0ˆ) Satisfied purchase!

Popteen April 2013 issue

Late on this post, bought it last month and loving it!

It's Mizuki on cover but strangely, there isn't any big feature about her at all. I see more Kumicky than any other models. lol.

So here all the whole lot of Kumicky:

Seriously, I think this black Kumicky on the left don't look like Kumicky at all!! I couldn't recognise her at that look. She looks so different. I had to see all the other styles in this page and yes to confirm that it's all pages of Kumicky. Totally about her in different styles. I'm kinda surprised she doesn't look like herself sometimes. haha.

I love to see Kumicky in sweet, princess look. And also the rock one!! That hairstyle she had for the rock reminds me of Erika Sawajiri in Helter Skelter. Suddenly I dun quite like those straight fringe. The outfit is perfect but the hair is not to my liking.

And more Kumicky in teaching makeup:

Mature-cute look.

Dolly look.
I love this too with the light brown hair.

Little devil look.

I see closely at the end-of-makeup-look at the bottom left hand corner of the page, I really think this one also dun look like Kumicky. Is it the angle problem or her facial expression? I really couldn't identify it's her somehow... O_O

And sort of a shocking news: Rie has broke off with her boyfriend. -_-

I remember reading about her just got into a relationship, maybe few issues back.. I was kinda happy to see that, then the next issue I bought, I see this. (￣^￣) It seemed to happen really fast!! And the reason: cos they don't have time for each other. I'm so upset to see this as the reason ok!! In fact, I think they probably didn't love each other enough, if not, no matter how busy u are with ur life, u would always think of the person u loved and would call or meet up even when u're tired from work. Both of them can't even spare the time at all for each other?? and they can't be bothered to do something about this for their relationship? [The guy just agree to the break up when Rie suggested it.]  I somehow feel it's a waste that couples broke up in this way. I may seem to be very busybody in such thing but even for me as a reader, I can feel that sort of sad feeling for things to turn out this way, be it happens to my friends or me. It's just this sad feeling... like: why??? How can this happen!! =(

Okay, never mind about my feeling. I always think relationship should go on good. Maybe too much of dramas that potray too nicely but in reality, people can't really be bothered or put enough effort to make things work. Seems like it. T_T


Little bit strange to see that they feature 2 male models after the female models, cos it's the first time I see this. It's a female fashion mag I have no idea why they even bother to feature about male models, unless they are singers/actors as an interview page but it's not!! I don't really wanna care about this. haha.

Anyway. I see some new models for this season too. But still my love goes to Kumicky and I love this issue cos I see so many Kumicky pages. I really wanna see more Kumicky in upcoming issues and hope not 'graduating' from this mag and move forward to other mags or doing other stuffs. I don't get why the idea of Japanese models/singers 'graduating' from a group. It's basically leaving! And I don't like to see that happen at all. Why can't there be permanent models for a mag?? My first popteen was few years back in 2008 and those batch of models aren't here now. =( Why is it that for ViVi, Lena seems to be forever there? I'm pretty sure she's already a permanent model for them. And I hope this batch of popteen models will stay here for long too, so long as I read it. =)

I guess city life is for me afterall...

Went to quite a rural place overseas at a relatives' place in which the environment is so dirty!! I thought it would be a nice place to relax but I got bored very soon. There's nothing I can do there! I thought I can survive without internet, yeah I can but to be there doing nothing is the worst feeling ever! I just ended up keep staring at things as I'm the only youngest person there with no one to talk to. And the life there is just eat and sleep. Oh gosh...

I once thought of going to such rural areas and grow my own vegetable farm and lead a simple life since city life is so stressful. But my experience there made me feel such a decision is a no-no!! Maybe the retired old people would like to live there but as for me, I feel like a good-for nothing. I dun want this kind of life!! I'd rather have some good entertainment watching youtube videos, blogging or something like that in which I'm doing all along. Life can be simple there but it's just too simple!! It's just walking slowly, talking and eating and nothing else!! I feel like I didn't contribute anything significant to this earth at all. And there's simply no interesting life experience at all!! Everyday is the same old routine and so boring. I'd rather be at work, at least I can be doing something meaningful, meeting people and earning money. And I can do shopping!! There's really nothing to shop there and I can't walk around on my own. From there I do realized that I'm really really fond of shopping now. It makes me feel so satisfied and happy able to own things, in which I can never have there. I really can't do without shopping! Life will be so bored to the max. I'd rather be stressed with work [as I'm used to it since young] and can be able to do shopping. Otherwise it's just so not meaningful for me. Like there is nothing to look forward to. So no way!!

Okay, after all my complains. My wish now is to be able to travel around and see the world. I wouldn't wanna stay at the same place all the time. I want a sense of satisfaction and achievement in my life. I dun wanna sit there and do nothing. Anyway, just a little thing that I've done last week:

yes, bookmarks again. haha. I just love to cut and paste them since I dun like some of the old mags I bought [after discovering they have no interesting content somehow]. Might as well make use of it rather than throwing it away. I only did 2 since I feel like doing something for a short break. I'm bad at designing and creating things so probably they dun look very impressive or anything. But still, I think bookmarks like that is quite easy to make and so I prefer to do it. (^_-)- ☆

Last week's newspaper about Jay chou~!

I'm quite slow in realising that he's actually gonna come to sg for the F1 concert. haha but I'm not gonna buy the tickets just to see him. Guess this isn't worth like that. Wonder if there's any fans who bought the tickets cos of him? Think it would be better to get the tickets solely for his own concert. About 2 hours of all his songs is the best entertainment ever! hahaha.

My Bookmarks♥♥

My mood just came simply on Monday. It's actually been quite a while since I last do some bookmarks of Jay Chou and Jjong which is the first one I've made!! It's still my favourite until now. Anyway, since I have the mood, I did about 10 bookmarks. Crazy me. Taking my own sweet time doing this instead of studying. Lol. (> y <)

There's a Popteen mag in which I dun want cos i dun like the contents so I thought dun waste it n use it to make some Kumicky bookmarks!! I'm glad that at least there's a fav model I can use to make bookmarks and not just dump it. Oh well, I really did dump a whole Cawaii mag without using much of it cos there's simply nothing I like in there (¬_¬) Wat a waste. haha.

So I did 1 SHINee for the first time, 6 Kumicky and 2 Ayu. The ones I'm most satisfied with is still Kumicky. I think I did badly for Ayu. haha. The one with the 2 mag covers look kinda ugly to me now. Argh I'm really quite bad at designing. And there isn't other Ayu picts that I can use!! It's kinda hard.

Oh well, I shall see if there's any other good picts from my old mags that i can use them to do such things again. lol. This is like such a nothing-better-to-do activity. Suddenly I feel like buying some mags just for the sake of making these. Okay, it's just a thought. I will need lots of time and patience. I dun think I will use them yet at the moment cos I can't bear to. For now, it's only as a collection. I'll see how. Can I be able to make like 50 of them?? hahah. simply too crazy to do that!

My Fav Popteen model: Kumicky~

Somehow I feel like doing a profile about Kumicky! haha. Anyway it's based on this yr Jan issue of Popteen where I gather info about her. (*^ω^*)

Kumicky profile
Full name: Kumiko Funayama 舟山久美子
Nickname: Kumicky くみっきー
Date of Birth: 29 April 1991
Horoscope: Taurus
Height: 155cm
Weight: 39 kg
Family: Dad, Mum, elder brother, 2 dogs and 1 cat
Blood type: O

Kumicky...
✿ties her hair when at home
✿have her Beauty Salon section in Popteen
✿loves to keep sunglasses and hats [has about 100 of hats at home!]
✿has a big Cheburashka monkey plushy
✿likes green now
✿loves to wear a 'K' ring on her last finger
✿learning English once a week
✿wants to go Hawaii again to communicate in English
✿now's a good cook. Signature dish: Chicken
✿likes flat shoes
✿now looking into Korean skincare & cosmetics 
✿seems to like eating fried chicken
✿Wants to gain weight to 40kg!
✿Been at Popteen for about 3 years, enter through her friend's recommendation

Blog: http://ameblo.jp/funayama--kumiko/
http://www.galspop.jp/blog/detail/MDL9/ [Wonder if this is counted]
Official Website: http://kumicky.jp/
Twitter: @informationkumi [More on updates on her blog]

I wonder if there's a fan club for her overseas fan. Hmm.. there isn't much info I can find about her. Anyway, I enjoy reading the magazine and I'm even more happy to get a copy of her on cover!  ヽ(ˆ0ˆ)ノ yeah!