Yes Happy Strawberry year~~

Lol it's interesting to know from Sparrow-sama that this year is strawberry year because it's 1・5 [ichigo] !!

So let me have some ichigo for the start!!

Those weren't that sweet though. Lol.. Argh and strangely, once it's the new year of 2015, I didn't tweet anything on Kagrra's major debut date which falls on the 1st Jan. And till now I haven't yet posted anything about Kagrra! I haven't watch their vids either. *guilty* But of course, as usual I have been listening to their songs. They're my daily dose of music. Lol~ But really, the feeling of Kagrra, seems to go away suddenly when 2015 strikes. I wonder why! My love for them is not fading of course, but the feel of them somehow is drifting....

Then this means I have to write a song inspired by Kagrra soon!! The first lyric of 2015! Inspiration please come~~~ (>_<)


Anyway, the best gift to receive at the start...

It's a lucky charm~~! I'm so glad my fren got it for me in Japan. I've always wanted one but I didn't mentioned about it though. I'm so so so happy!! \(^o^)/

Some other gifts I got were tea!! So many tea bags! Pushing me to drink more tea to be healthy? haha. But somehow I'm not that fond of tea anymore. ^_^;

Let's just eat more strawberries then. xD 

Projects or Resolutions?

I was reading this blogger's post on how resolutions and goals are stupid. Lol. And then somewhat I have an impression of myself used to mentioned about that before, and yes, I managed to dig out the post being for the year of 2013. → Resolutions no more for 2013. I said plans, but I think what I meant was projects too. Haha.

How funny, I actually thought that way, but the next year in 2014 I was back to setting resolutions and goals again. Lol~ Probably I just can't used to not writing stuffs like that. Or maybe cos is isshi's year , I felt the need to have resolutions on what I wanted to do.

I agree that resolutions don't work [really well] but that's because they are too vague! We tend to say what we want to do or achieve, but not on how we are going to achieve it. I think resolutions should be combined with projects, an overall goal being split into mini projects, and thus by the end of the year we'll get what we want isn't it? That's what I'm doing now, and I think it will make me stick to it much better cos I'm able to monitor it. And I think, the largest factor goes to → Timeframe!! Setting a deadline is very important!! It'll certainly push me cos of the urgency. lol.


Anyway, I've always viewed watching anime as a project for me, cos I would love to write my thoughts/review about it after I've completed them. And most importantly my aim is to listen to Japanese and learn new words from it. But since I'm really picky at the storyline, finding new ones to watch is always hard! Lol.

Yes, this means I have to constantly come up with projects!! Let's fix it of a timeframe of a month, which means I should have at least 12 projects a year. Hmm but it now sounds a lot. lol.

So maybe I should not care about the number. Just come up with whatever project that I wanna do, and at the end of the year review it to see how many in total I did. Maybe the number will be a surprise for me? Hahaha.. The things I wanna do might be endless~~

But of course, I won't stop! This is the direction where I wanna go....

Anime Myself; Yourself マイセルフ；ユアセルフ

I just completed this anime today! Now it seems really fast for me to complete watching one since I tend to take my own sweet time. lol. And so I realised an anime of 13 episodes is really short! I used to think that it's probably just nice since I don't like to keep wondering when is the story gonna end. But now I find that 20 over episodes are more like just nice! It gives enough time to really look at the whole story. Of course I'm still not fond of super long ones like over a hundred episodes which will tire me out.  (´･_･`) I mean, my patience will wear out. And some parts will be so long winded, which is why I've stopped watching Bleach long ago....


Anyway, back to Myself; Yourself. I happened to chance upon this anime and like it cos there's some comedy to it. There's this part where Hinako wants to win Shūsuke's heart. It made me agree and laughed at the same time. (≧▽≦)

It's also for my reference. lol. He mentioned caring, soft-spoken, gentle, obedient and never behaves violently. [I think I don't fit for the last one. xD ]

This cat attracted me too!! It's really cute!! But too bad, it didn't have a good ending....  (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)

Towards the end, the story is getting sad. Somewhat affected my mood unexpectedly. It's not quite pleasant to know the truth to so many things. And the title of the anime is the title of the song that Nanaka is playing to with her violin. It seems to have a good ending but I felt it wasn't proper. Kinda vague that makes me feel they could have done better. A little pity~~

Anyway, I'm satisfied I managed to complete something. Haha.

Myself; Yourself storyline @ wikipedia

Nice December?

The last week of December was getting nice cos there's Christmas and the weather turned cool~~ I love how it's windy and rainy.. Been waiting for so long for such a season. Haha.. And as usual, I always get to have fun with my friends all other days except on the Xmas day itself. lol. But it's okay, I enjoy being home. And December is really the time I can get to rest well...Really well. Except for the first week alright, that's why it's extended to now in Jan. Lol. I really got back my slow pace and have some clear thoughts, but now's also the time for me to start panic at some point. (︶︹︺)


Talking about Xmas, the decorations in the streets is boring!! I took only these 2 pictures. It's just crowded and nothing special...Kinda bored outside. lol.

Posting some Japanese food I had on the Xmas eve!!

I thought I had enough of Japanese food, but I'd still ended up going to a Jap restaurant for a nice treat on such occasions. Lol. The food isn't that impressive but I still enjoyed it. Maybe cos I have been starving for hours.  (´･_･`) The mentaiko chazuke is something new to me and refreshing, although not that I like it. I guess is cos of the tea? A little too fried. And the mentaiko is too dry!! Nevertheless, it was still a very nice day~~ （＾∇＾）

We had dessert later and I was really wondering if my stomach could still contain more food. lol. This cold honeydew dessert smells so nice but I'm not the one having it. (,_,) Can't take cold stuffs especially at night. So maybe next time!


I wonder is age getting into me somehow cos my digestion has been bad. Have been going to the toilet several times a day. Seen a Chinese doctor who told me that cos I've been sleeping late at night it all affects my body and my bloodstream, so nutrients don't get absorb in my body. IS THAT THE REASON REALLY? I don't get why since it hasn't happened to me before, and seems like this goes the same case previously where I have acne problems. Might age be the greatest factor? I'm sad if those delicious food above doesn't get absorb by my body, but I'm pretty sure it is the case already!! I've been feeling hungry all the time throughout the day gosh who knows why!!! WHERE HAVE ALL THE FOOD GONE TO? It's like I've eaten them for nothing.. sobs. ╥﹏╥

In addition to that, I've been getting really picky at food plus the usual food I ate all along became tasteless to me. THEY ARE NOT APPETIZING AT ALL. And so, I couldn't finish my meal and ended up looking for some chocos to eat. That's bad, really. But hardly is there any food that is appetizing!! I hope it doesn't mean I have some sort of illness. Yeah, I would want to say I'm thinking too much sometimes.  (>o<)


There's one Jap food in a coffee shop that I happened to chance upon that gave me appetite on that day.

It's quite rare somehow, that I can make myself eat so much. Lol..

And I can only hope now that the medicine I'm taking helps, although it's the second week now there's only slight improvement. I wonder what else can I do about it.


And there u can hear now, my stomach's grumbling. Really really bothersome.

Time to wrack the house for food again! Gahhhhhhh..

[OD] Ayu news ~October to December 2014

Oops on my outdated Ayu news since October. lol.

#News was saying Ayu had some problems with her marriage with her hubby. Because she has to keep going to and fro from Japan to the US. It's not a nice news to hear so I shall not talk much about it. And I supposed this report is just so cos of the a-nation in Singapore. Lol.

#Ayu filmed Zutto pv at -10°C! Ayu said it was the first time she had to film in such a cold studio, it hurts! Wa~ Ayu u had done so much just for a pv!! I love it, the storyline is pretty good... only that I wonder if the one dancing in the pv is Ayu herself or not. Haha.

One thing I mind is that there's only one pv for a triple A-sided single! Ayu u need to film more pvs!! Hopefully the other 2 songs will have a pv in your next album? Hehe. There are so many songs
with the potential to have pvs! I hope u have more so that we can better understand ur songs too. And it's always better to see ur pvs appearing when we're singing in ktv. hahaha. =D


Talking about this new single, Ayu official Youtube release the full length single songs with the lyrics.. in instrumental versions!!







It's kinda cool.. It allows us to practice to her new songs even if we haven't  yet bought the single. lol. These 3 songs are really amazing... It's been long since we see such a nice winter ballad single from U Ayu~~! Ur lovely ballads have always been accompanying us from the end of the year to the start of the new year~~


ずっとずっとあゆさんは私のインスピレーションだ。もっと歌詞を書くつもりです。ｖ（＾＿＾ｖ）♪

The dreamer in me~~~

I love that Michelle Phan will do an inspirational video, especially at the start of the year. It makes me rethink about myself..

There are many lovely happenings that I've been dreaming of, and I've always hoped that I can achieve what I want without any worries.

Yes, I will carry on to have many wishes.. I'll never stop dreaming, cos this is what gives me the strength too.




And so coincidentally, I received this dreamcatcher as a gift from my friend. It appears in the video too~!! （＾∇＾）

Some things are just meant to be!! (^o^)☆

And my wishes will all be fulfilled, one by one..  *･゜ﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･'(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)'･*:.｡. .｡.:*･゜ﾟ･*

明けましておめでとう～！Happy new year 2015 ~!

Much that I didn't really have whatever proper plans for the first day of the new year [I just wanna relax at home only], I'm glad I have the comfort of doing what I want~! Or maybe only at this time? lol. It was cool to be able to countdown, although among the crowds. And so I made my friend sacrifice her sleep for me. xD Bored it maybe, but at least I wasn't bored by myself. Haha.

And today, I spent my day watching Ayu's CDL to 2015. The circus theme was really a terrific and impressive performance!!



I'm pretty sure this is the first time I'm watching Ayu's CDL on a new year's day~!! ☆*:.｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆


Her spinning stunt in GAME in way amazing!! (ﾟOﾟ) It's cool Ayu sang her latest singles songs. I like the part where she sits on the moon singing Zutto. Although I like Last Minute the most, this live made me like Walk!! Walk is such a sad song that even Ayu sang until she cried. (T_T) Also, one thing special is that there is this guy singing to End roll. Quite surprised to see someone else singing to Ayu's song in her own live. lol. It was pretty good too! The encore was cool with so many songs, but XOXO and Lelio was shortened. I think it would be more fun if it's in full length.  (^o^)

We can sure see that Ayu has give in her all in this live. And recently after watching her Music Station Super Live performance I feel that she has matured a lot. Maybe cos she hasn't been attending to live shows for very long time already? I really got such a feeling!! This also made me feel I've actually grown up with her. We are all....getting old. Oops. (^_^;)


I'm really glad how Ayu made me cherish everything and everyone around me so much. 2014 isn't just isshi's year, Ayu came and give me hope as well.. My love for them will only deepen. And my life can only be better.

I will look ahead for better things to come.. Many more years of such power within me.


よし！やるぞ！♪───Ｏ（≧∇≦）Ｏ────♪