CNY shopping

Chinese new year dun seem to be too nice to me. lol.

Alright, it's my fault in the first place that I shouldn't be eating all the small fried food and not having a proper full meal. My stomach was full of the oily, unhealthy stuff. So it tells me how uncomfortable and unhappy it is, making me so unwell. =( ar~ and not to mention about having lessons on the 3rd day. yeah the holidays are short but better than nothing. although my red packet money is getting smaller, but I guess that's wat it is. The older u are, the less hongbao money u get. haha.

I'm actually quite scared for Dragon year. Kinda worry that it will be a fierce year. Anyway I dun really wanna make myself worry even more by reading the zodiac or horoscope thing cos I think it doesn't really reflect the truth. Ok, whatever. Just lead life as it is. Those few days are really boring anyway with the same few tv shows every year, and the same few cny songs. Really really gonna be so bored to death. lol. And so all we can do is keep gambling and playing games?

Went for shopping on thurs. Train is slow as usual. (¬_¬) There isn't much crowds surprisingly. Wonder where everybody else go? haha. But it's still quite a great day for me. Even though didn't get to watch movies. haha.

Tea latte

It's my first time drinking happy lemon's drink u know! I was kinda undecided over which drink to choose. So many choices! But nevertheless I ended up picking the first one I thought of having after recommended by the staff. It's the new drink with 3 different toppings of pudding, pearl and nata de coco. Very nice~!! I thought taking this drink with so much toppings is a bit too loaded for me. But I guess I didn't make the wrong choice since it tasted good! I love the pudding! haha. Anyway I'm also having a snack at the same time so it's actually quite full for me. Satisfying since I haven't been drinking bubble tea for a long time!

Besides buying clothes, I got myself a pore minimising serum, pencil eyeliner and eyeshadow stick!!
This time I bought a brown-black eyeliner so it's not that dark cos I dun wanna look fierce. But in the end it's not very obvious on the eyes. haha. I'm still satisfied with it anyway since my old eyeliners can't be used already. The eyeshadow stick colour seems more stronger. I hope it looks good for me the next time I use it! And the pore minimising serum is very much nice to use too!!

I'm so happy with my shopping! Ouch! And that means spending away my red packet money like that. lol.
Now feel like going for singing or movie. We'll see~!!

Laughing gor movie

This is not a review post but I feel like writing about this anyway. I think this is just the last week of Dec 2011's newspaper about this movie if I'm not wrong. I remember happened to saw the first movie of Laughing sir on tv, but that was quite late at night. I didn't even know about the show! It was telling about how this guy became an undercover. It's the movie before the drama. I watch a bit of it towards the ending, so I dun really get the full story. The ending is just SAD cos many people died. And his girlfriend who want to save him. It really shows how tough it is to be an undercover.

And then after I saw this article about this actor Michael Tse, it got me quite excited!! This role definitely made him more popular. The thing is I didn't even know there is another movie released recently which is a sequel to the drama. There isn't any promotion on tv! Until I saw..............

a super small section of this in the newspaper. It's like being so neglected. And onli Cathay has brought in this movie. One thing that angers me is that Cathay didn't list their timings of the movies in the newspapers! Why are they doing this? Onli allow people to see the timing if they scan the code, but that is not fair to people like me la!! so inconvenient. I really ended up with no mood to check it out over the internet and it's not really my priority interest to watch movies,and I dun have the time either, so I didn't go watch. I heard the movie isn't nice. hahaha. Ok, at least I've saved some money on this. xD

Nevertheless I love Hong Kong dramas!! I shall just stick to watching them on tv then!! I love tv!! hahaha. ヽ(ˆ0ˆ)ノ

Ayu's divorce in 17 Jan

Have read so much things about Ayu's recent divorce. The thing that I'm quite surprised is that even after Ayu registered her marriage with Mannie, she still has to register again in Japan. I'm quite confused at first, but this just means that there's quite a bit more of procedure that she has to do, but she didn't! So in Japan, they actually dun recognised their marriage. And that means Ayu isn't technically married to Mannie and she is still considered as single. Is that true???
I wonder if Mannie will get any share of Ayu's money. Did they sign any prenuptial agreement? If so, is this even recognised in America where they registered their marriage? There are so many things that I wanna know!! Oh, I just read that Ayu have to pay fine for not registering their marriage in Japan. Tat's not very nice.

Thurs 19 Jan newspaper about their divorce. About the reason that Ayu gave for her divorce. They are using the same photo as before for last year's news about their marriage if I'm not wrong. It just looks too familiar to me.

Anyway, just saw the Super Manuel photobook scans a while ago. I'm pretty shocked at the 'erotic' photos of Mannie, although they are in limited copies. Some are speculating that Ayu divorce Mannie cos of the photos that he has taken. They are too over. Well, if I were to be Ayu, I think I would definitely be angry about this too. But would that really be the reason for her? All we can do is maybe to guess around. For me, I think that the reason would be the distance between them. They dun really get to spend time with each other, both at different parts of the world busy with their work. And I suppose they might have a bit of communication problems? Anyway, they didn't tweet as often as before when they just got married. And I do suppose a couple has to be together most of the time after married. This doesn't really happen to them. I'm so sad.

Now that Ayu has went to Middle East to shoot a pv, I'm excited for the pv of cos!! Just that I wonder how will she be feeling. She doesn't update her twitter much after this. And maybe when she goes back to Japan, there she will face the media questions again isn't it? I'm worried for her.. And then again, I still wish she would find herself a better man but Ayu doesn't really socialize so she doesn't know much guys isn't it? Ar~ maybe having herself and the dogs is already good enough. The thing about Love is so complicated.


Today's newspaper

The Fakebook page about the co-founder of Yahoo who just resigned from Yahoo. Not that it concerns me here, but is................

The part where the writer included Ayu!! hahaha. Although it's just a joke, but whenever there's smth about Ayu I feel like posting it. (^｡^)

Alrights, looking forward to more news of Ayu's new album rather than just the sad marriage thing. I'm sure her new album will probably be in the new direction. Do well Ayu!! We will keep supporting u!♥

Before this CNY...

Wanna buy some things around this time before CNY coming as I'm sure there will be sales! hahaha. I'm quite glad I've bought things but only 2 of them so far T_T Can't get any CDs I want on offer. But there are SuJu diary and Snsd calendar at HMV. Looks pretty nice but ex to me! I'm trying to be careful in my spending. Dun wanna spend too much even before I get my red packet money. hahaha.

Concealer n moisturizer

I've always been aiming this pink series from Za and yeah I finally bought it. It's quite a good moisturizer! Cooling and smells nice. I'm kinda amazed. It does not give a sticky feeling unlike my previous moisturizer in which I think I bought the wrong thing for my skin. I dun like those cream-based where it makes my skin feel a bit oily. Moreover my skin is already oily!!
ar~ and it's the first time I buy concealer! Can u believe it? haha. After looking at my face with horrible dark circles and a bit of eye bags, I think I do need a concealer. It would make my skin look more flawless isn't it? hahaha. I'm actually quite worried about putting so much makeup on the face but yet I wanna look prettier. lol.
I wanna look for a good smooth eyeliner, maybe in pencil form but I dun like the fact that I need to sharpen cos won't there be flakes flying around?? Same goes for crayon eyeliner. And then for gel eyeliner which I love to use it the most but I think mine had dried up already. It seems a bit difficult to use it, and dipping the brush inside the gel is something I dun really like to do. It makes the container so messy looking! And for liquid eyeliner it smudges and the colour isn't dark enough. Argh~~~~ I'm getting so picky over all the products. Tell me what to do now? I'm still looking for an eyeliner now!

Jan 08 i-weekly mag

I've kept this magazine since 2008! haha. I always can't bear to throw it away since there's Jay on cover. Too think that I've kept for so many years already. But it's gonna be catching dust so I decided to throw it away. hahaha. Well, since there isn't much content in this mag, mostly about tv stuffs and Jay's article not that interesting, I think I would just give it away la. No big deal la. My only i-weekly magazine bought throughout all these years. lol..

Gochujang

And this thing makes me look kinda stupid. I bought the wrong gochujang that I wanted to eat with my rice. The bad thing about not able to test the taste of the products before u can buy it!!! No choice. I chose this randomly out of all the gochujangs and I didn't get the right product that I want lor. So I was told to dump it mths later, which is now. It's really kinda wasteful but no one will eat it! Definitely not me!! I'm so sad I can't find the right sweet taste of the gochujang I once ate before at a food court. Nowadays I can't find that same taste anymore. And with this experience, I won't dare to buy another one to 'test' anymore. I dun want to waste food!! But where can I find back that taste again??? Boo hoo hoo.

Nothing is forever..

Many things happened. Be it good or bad, I'm more likely to refer to the unhappy events when I say that sentence 'Nothing is forever..'


I always remember Ayu's lyrics in Love~destiny~ : ねぇ本当は永遠なんてない事 Eternity really doesn't exist 

I dun know why but ever since I heard that song, that first sentence has etched in my head. Somehow I feel that Ayu tells me part of 'what is life?'.  The past year has been more moments of being low and down. But nothing too bad has happened so I dun think it was a horrible year. There are definitely some things that happened which made me really recognised the meaning of Nothing is forever, or eternity doesn't exist.

✦The disbanding of Kagrra,. I have heard of the news in 2010 August so I was quite upset about it. Even worse feeling when Isshi died on 2011 July. Listening to his solo single produced soon after their disbandment, who would have thought such a thing could occur?

✦Next is Ayu's marriage in 2011 Jan. As I mentioned before I thought of Ayu and Mannie as a couple and they indeed got married, I was kinda surprised but nevertheless happy for Ayu that she has got herself a man. haha. I really thought they will really be happy together and their marriage will last. But what has happened now? She and Mannie just got a divorce!! How sad am I now!! I never thought this would happen either!

✦Lastly, is something that is quite significant to me since there is a change in management of the school. The teachers that we once thought would always be there teaching has left us for another school! It was a shocking thing to me, cos in the end I realised I attend their classes based on the reviews by classmates. They taught really well too, although I didn't approach them to ask them regarding any homework questions. Now I missed the times they taught us, and my classmates, the times where we were together. Now that we are in different speed and progress, there is not quite a chance we will meet soon. yeah, the condition now was..............I'm not as happy as what I've been before. I felt kinda reluctant to go to sch ever since that happened. =(

From all these, I know have taken many things for granted and thought that they will always remain the same as it is, forever. I know it's a bit silly not to realise that there is no such thing as forever until recently, but the feeling of that sentence is getting stronger in me. I may not be too happy with what all has happened but this made me realised the importance of treasuring and cherish the things around us, the things that we have, and not to cry when we lost it, only to realise that we can never get them back again. This is indeed a very nice lesson and reminder to me. （；゜０゜）

So now I shall be happy every day and cherish all the things around me. Maybe things are not that bad afternall? Every ending means a new beginning in somewhere else. There will always be something better. (⌒▽⌒)

This 2nd week January

I haven't been updating much cos I was busy with cleaning my room. hahaha. CNY is coming so I have to clean and clear old stuffs that I dun need! It's quite amazing this time cos I cleared quite a lot of stuff. I wonder why did I keep them last year when I was doing cleaning at that time! hahah. Now one more week life to CNY! I have the last bit more to finish them!! *sweats*

It's kinda amazing when doing cleaning I can discover some stuffs that I've not seen it or use it at all, and I suddenly feel like 'why is it there?'. hahaha. Of cos this time I made a choice of clearing them away for most items. But there's still quite a lot of things I still keep I guess. lol.

My first Korean CD-rom in which I bought it few years ago.. I can't remember exactly when I got it, probably in 2008? I did use it!! I've learnt a few simple phrases though. There are some games but I didn't play it I think. Argh, I can't remember since it's quite long ago. And now I guess I won't be buying anymore CD-roms to learn cos it takes time to install and the OS changes every few years so even when I wanna use this next time most probably can't install it isn't it? Ar~~ there goes. Why did I buy it in the first place? I can remember a bit of me spoiling the CD when I first insert it in the tray. Oh dear.........

The first original Hello Kitty stuff that I bought. It's a note pad and until now I still dun bear to use it. haha. It's almost 10 years already I think. hahhaha. but still in quite good condition leh. I remember wanting to get a gift for myself and ended up choosing this......for almost $7!!! OMG! I can see that I didn't know how to judge wat is cheap or expensive when I was little. I was so bad at money last time but this time I'm definitely not!! I'm very particular!! And I love to buy mostly sale items!! hahahha.

And this nutritional fruit juice book. I used to make juices from following the steps in this book. Pretty nice but I think basically just add honey to ur drinks and definitely it'll make a cool and lovely drink. hahaa. I can't find some of the fruits stated in this book though. There are like 1001 recipes inside and I made only about 10 so far?? But I'm busy with other things I dun think I can get the chance to make any fruit juices again.. sob sob.  (T . T) Now that I'm missing that times where I'm able to do that?? hahha.

Now time for some little collection~ 

I've made this few bookmarks during the holidays last yr! hahaha. I got those pictures from magazines by cutting them out. I usually dun cut my magazines but the mag isn't something I wanna keep and most of the pictures are really small unlike fashion magazines so maybe that is wat entertainment mags are?? haha. I think it's pretty good to use them to make something like this. I love bookmarks so this is indeed for useful for me cos I read books! The thing is I have been reading books halfway through here and there so my bookmarks are inside them.. And freaking I dunno where are they already!! I haven't clean my book shelf yet so I haven't find back all the bookmarks. oh gosh..

My lovely origami~ There are butterflies, bat, angel and chopstick holder.. the rest are decorative stuff. haha

Then this 3D onigiri-like thing is my fav!
To think I can make such lovely things! hahaha

These are my facial rollers!! They are very popular in Japan right? I bought the one for eyes, nose, chin, arms and thighs. Used to do it quite often last time. It's really quite effective! But must use this often. I'm gonna be more hardworking and use them while watching tv! hahahah. I better not put them to waste!

Ok, now awaiting for new more new stuffs for the new year. One more week!! I guess I'll be able to get my room clean and neat! hehe. And I shall make wishes...!! I shall think!!

Some Ayu pictures from the past month

Was looking at some Ayu tweets just now and indeed she have some really good tweets! I'm so impressed with her. Anyway, I usually favourite her tweets that I liked! Now is just for me to post her lovely pictures. hahaha. \ (^ O ^) /

I supposed this is turtle blood. I'm so surprised that Ayu drinks this!! Ok, maybe it was common for artiste to consume things like this which are meant to be beneficial to their health. But I didn't quite expect this!  The thought of drinking blood is eeeewwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!

Look at her phone covers!! Why is it always so pretty!! lol. Anyway I like her logo this time with that eye mask thing! It looks kinda rock to me. hahahha. And I like pink nowadays. So I love this picture so much!!

Ayu's live performance at Kouhaku on 31 Dec 2011!!!

Look at her lovely dress! I like how the dances pull it out which is somewhat like leaves. Am I right to say that? lol.

Her performance is always so stunning! This certainly captured my heart♥

Ayu have long fingers and pretty nails which I wanted this all my life man. I would LOVE to have it too!

Ayu driving~ This pict looks cool~!

And this one made me laugh when I came to know that someone changed Ayu's profile picture at Wiki! But it was removed soon after. Seen all the pictures of Ayu with that ducky float. hahahha. She looks so cute and funny!! ヾ(≧∇≦*)ゝ

Ayu has short hair right now.. I can't say if I like her short hair cos I dun like short hair in general. I love to have long hair. So I prefer to see Ayu in long hair too haha. But somehow I have dreams about getting a haircut. yeah, I haven't go to the hair salon for half a year already and my fringe is irritating me. I needa get a haircut but why do I feel like getting short hair just like Ayu?? Nooooooooooo!!!!

My first gift to myself this year~

I can't believe it!! I finally got my first and only [so far] Kagrra, album!!!

It's New Year sales and lucky me I spotted Kagrra,'s Shu album at 60% off! haha. I really earned it! It's the original Japanese version album which was slightly cheaper than the Taiwan version which I wanted more actually, cos there's a DVD and a translation booklet with it. Well but Japanese version are still the very original version and more over it's having a sale so I thought might as well I buy it. I've been waiting for this moment for a very long time! lol. I've always wanted to own a Kagrra, album and I dun call myself a fan of a singer or a group of singers for nothing. I want to show my support and get the album that I really love! San album is actually the one I love the most but there isn't any sold at HMV (T_T) They dun import much of Kagrra, releases so it's actually hard for me to get my favourite ones. Well but now I'm glad that at least I have one Kagrra, item so I'm not that picky even though I dun love this album that much but I do love most of Kagrra,'s songs!

Nice looking album~ 

Only when I was back home to open the CD have I realised that there are 2 scratches on the right bottom of the cover! Ooooh well, the casing itself was really nice itself so I dun really mind about the scratches cos the most impt thing afterall is the CD itself. (*^_^*)

Look at that!!
I simply love it!! It's so beautiful~~~ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

The only thing I mind is that Kagrra, has too little songs to call it as an album!! haha. There's only 10 songs here. I know they have some albums only having 9 songs.. I thought an album is supposed to have 12 songs or more. lol. But nevertheless I'm loving this precious Kagrra, album of mine.

Somehow I can't believe it that I'm owning it after the death of Isshi, and after they disbanded. I dun want to remind myself of this cruel truth but still, I'm getting it at this time so.........

I will still uphold myself as a Kagrra, fan!!!!! They will forever still be in my heart!! ♥

Taking a break...

Taking a break is quite good. Like I've did some part this year, from blog, twitter and Facebook as I felt that it was quite 'hectic' to keep myself updated with 'unnecessary' things all the time. I feel that I will neglect my studies by spending so much time on the internet. Some part of me feel so sorry to do so. Especially with Facebook. There's no privacy and I'm sure there are some people who are 'stalking' me and I will also have the tendency to look at friends' activities and eventually I'll be like stalking at them too. lol. In fact, I realised how much I dun like to do so. And I dun see the need to have an account there where people post mostly things about themselves. I feel that it's quite a place for self-centered people. lol. I think the decision is right. （￣ー￣）I felt a lot relaxed without that burden on me. It's not a compulsory thing that everyone on Earth must have a Facebook account anyway. And having one means revealing more info about oneself and there is indeed no privacy! I'm definitely not someone who does things just because everyone does it. There may be many people around the world over 800 million of them who have Facebook accounts but that doesn't mean I should too. There are also a lot of people without Facebook accounts. And certainly I dun want it to ruin my life. There has been many cases relating to it and it's certainly quite upsetting. =( Somehow I'm curious for the next few coming years what will be the BIG thing that takes over the technology? haha.

Anyway, after taking a rest from those internet activities, I'm back again to write! I realised I still can't quite stop writing. I love to express my thoughts. Eventually I've been into forums and post some of my comments and opinions in threads. Most of the time I'm more like a reader.  But i think it's quite like a practice to type out what I want to say. It's pretty good to share some thoughts with others. I can get my brain thinking. haha. I guess part of me still has that little dream of releasing a book. hehe. I do hope I can do something like that!! but I haven't thought of the topic to write! I used to think of writing an anime sort of story, but I'm not a creative type of person, so I gave that up. But!!! I shall think of writing something like a self-help book perhaps! Since it was really my kind of interest. Oh yeah, another thing that I can do. haha.

☞ Ok, now to the topic taking a break. I actually wanna say is whether Ayu will take a short break from singing? I dun know, I'm actually a greedy fan so I want her to release something every year. But her activities seems to be slower. Probably she really did less promotions for her albums but most importantly, she didn't appear in live shows/performances as much as she did during her peak period in her twenties. Maybe she wants to slow down and enjoy more of her life a bit and focus more on her concerts. Maybe she doesn't want so much attention. Maybe she wants to think of better works to produce for us. Maybe she has other plans?? I dun know why I began to think of all sort of reasons for her. But the onli thing that I'm more concern is that I hope she spends more time with her hubby!! That is if she were to take a break from singing. And will she get a child soon too? There are all sorts of things going in my mind about Ayu. Somehow I feel that I'm crazy with all that guessing. I'm sort of worry for her I guess. I'm really one of the crazy fan of hers. lol.

Mannie and Ayu

Happy 1st year anniversary to them~!! 

Well, but look at those big acts like Utada Hikaru and Otsuka Ai. Both have been taking a break for quite a long time isn't it? I know Hikki wants to lead a more normal life rather than as a singer. But I miss some of her songs too. She hardly updates her blog and twitter though. =( And Ai-chin!! She has already became a mother and I wonder will she totally focus on her family life and not sing anymore? I miss her works too! She's quite a great composer. oooh and lastly, now that Koda is pregnant, we shall expect her to take a break too. Well well..This leaves me to think whether it will be Ayu's turn since she already has a hubby. But I dun want her to somehow. Namie remains but her release seems to be quite slow to me too. haha. Alrights, I jus hope they will lead the life that they want but just dun disappoint us as fans.

I hope I'm just thinking too much. and that Ayu will place us fans as priority, is it?