news of maro & Sweet scar

Well well, as mentioned before that Maro has a child already [although i'm not very sure is it true], as seen from the newspaper just this week, probably he really has one. It says Maro has a wife 15 years older than him, both married on 2005 but now is still fighting for divorce. And he actually has a lot of affairs with other women? and last year September he had a son with his model lover. Wow such a news can't get any juicier. lol.

This news really sort of made Ayu having a 'bad' image being with such a guy.. U know, this thing seems to be more complicated. But whatever it is, I hope Ayu dun end up being a step mum or anything. I just hope they're just dating and not progress until anywhere. Probably Ayu just date with a guy and have some inspiration for her song writing. [yes I wished it was this case] The previous relationship she had with Mannie is already making people think that she was making news somehow since she did not register her marriage back in Japan. I dun know what to say about this. I dun know what is she thinking, but the fact that she married a guy whom she only knew for 5 months is indeed way too fast. And celebrities' marriages seems to be mostly short-lived. That's sad, but anyway, I dun wished Ayu's to turn out like Britney Spears. I will be crying for sure!!


Seen some preview pictures for her new pvs for again mini-album~! I love this one only:

For Sweet scar!

A very lovely picture of Ayu looking out at the window. And this really reminds me of:

Boys & Girls!! Dun anyone think so?? Though this one is not a window but she's looking out at somewhere outside. The moment I saw the Sweet scar picture I got so nostalgic for Ayu's old pv. I even went to Youtube to watch this again. I've watch Ayu's old pvs many times in the past as a student as I had the time and I was really so into Ayu back then. I really had the patience to watch every single detail in the pv too. Almost.. haha.

I love this where she looks at the cam.

This angle was ok.. but this pv seems to be focus on the lighting thing.

I love her hairstyle for this. Red and pretty nice cut. I dun really like this song at first, in fact I'm not sure why is it so popular back then!! Anyway, I still dun like the song as much now but I love the pv for wat it is. Cos I just love Ayu all alone in her pvs. Cos that is who she is. All about Ayu. All about her thoughts and feelings and life.

Alright, now waiting for pv previews. Pls be quick!! I'm so curious~!! 2 more weeks to the release of again mini-album~!!

tired...

Seriously, I dun know wat's happening to me, my body has some changes after being exposed to work. One whole week I can get muscle spasm non stop. Another moment, cold knees. Now, exposed green veins on my feet and a little pain on my knee. =(

This looked really ugly!
I thought I might walked a little too much but the thing is that my job dun require me to walk around all the time. I sit n do my stuffs. Yet such things occur. I dun know wats wrong exactly. I even went to the doctor last time but he said stress. Is that it?? My condition seems to progress from one to another. I dun know wat will be next. I tried to look up at the internet for answers but there isn't much. I'm kinda worried but I guess I probably need to massage my legs more. And maybe for the moment, walk less? The veins seemed to lighten a bit after I get some sleep. And my guess is probably just some blood circulation problem. oh well.


It was really a hot hot hot day~!! I felt I was burning in the morning. But in the afternoon, it rained so heavily.  Bad weather changes really .

I think this is a pretty nice view i've taken. I didn't know it'll be this good cos the sun is so bright I can see wat I took! lol.

Rainy days are good for sleep though. And now it's raining again too. Time for a nap?? =)

Ayu is dating maro & again cover!

Seems like many things have happened all this time! lol.
Well, news of Ayu dating maro muz have spread earlier, especially when Maro announced it at his blog and Ayu on her TA. This news appear on local newspaper on Friday though. I think it's pretty fast.

So there's actually some 'clue' that they might have been liking each other since her concert tour and appearing in You & Me pv [after I've read that in some articles]. Wow. I didn't know that. I didn't suspect or guess anything, except for the Mannie's case when I saw him appeared in Virgin Road pv. I even thought that I was thinking so much so I dropped it off. And now that for Maro.... actually I dun even want to think that it will happen!! And Ayu's tweet with Maro dressed up for Halloween actually meant something! And they are always together for so long already. I really can't believe it somehow. I got a shock on Thurs night when I know about this. Worse when I know he's already married before and has a kid [is that right?]. Well, I'm just worried for Ayu that history will repeat again like wat happened between her Mannie. And I certainly hope it's not for creating news on purpose as a way to promote her releases. I certainly hope not!! Whatever it is, I just hope things will turn out to be good. And ayu not let us worry for her. And please dun let this affect ur work!! I hope u'll continue to produce more good songs!! =)

Well then, after appearing in You & Me pv, he now appears in the next ayu album cover:

Not that happy at all. lol. yeah I still dun like Maro whoever he is and even appear on ayu cd covers when none of the guys appeared in ayu's covers at all. Hmph!! But then, this cover of Ayu is pretty with the lighting and Maro's face isn't so clear so is okay. Now I want the songs to be as good as LOVE's!! In fact, Sweet scar is leaked that fast!! And Wake me up as a CM song!





Many people like Sweet scar so much. I think it's a really good DAI's work. A bitter sweet ballad. But I prefer Wake me up better. A much strong powerful song but the song preview is just too short in the CM! I can't wait for the full version and the pvs!! And yes! the previous post where I wrote about Ayu in France is right! I hope that's really for a pv shoot! She's so nice to meet the fans up. I'm really jealous now. haha.

Ayu's upcoming album again

I suppose this time is also a mini-album by looking at the tracklist: 

【CD+DVD】
・AVCD-38644/B　￥2,415 (tax incl.)
Content
＜CD＞
01. Wake me up (Original mix) // composer from UK
●「皇潤sports」（エバーライフ）CMソング http://www.everlifegroup.jp/
02. Sweet scar (Original mix) // D.A.I
03. snowy kiss (Original mix) // Tetsuya Komuro
04. Ivy (Original mix) // Tetsuya Komuro
05. Missing (Orchestra version)
06. Melody (Acoustic Piano version)
07. Wake me up (remix)
08. snowy kiss (remix)
09. Wake me up (Original mix -Instrumental-)
10. Sweet scar (Original mix -Instrumental-)
11. snowy kiss (Original mix -Instrumental-)
12. Ivy (Original mix -Instrumental-)
（※全12曲収録予定）
＜DVD＞
01. Wake me up (video clip)
02. snowy kiss (video clip)
03. Sweet scar (video clip)

I really love the song titles that Ayu gave them this time. Some sort of winter feel. I'm so looking forward to the covers in which they'll release it much later. I hope it'll be as pretty as LOVE!! Maybe in pink or whitish. *^_^*

I love this tracklist cos it also includes 2 songs Missing and Melody from LOVE mini-album, especially when these 2 versions are the ones I like as the remix!! There's 4 new songs but there are only 3 pvs made, just like for LOVE, 3 new songs but 2 pvs made. why one lesser?? Ayu, U should be doing more pvs for us!! Well, then now I hope the 4 new songs are as good as LOVE. But then, would I be ended up buying all the 5 consecutive releases if all the releases songs are so good? omg.. this will really burn my pocket. I wanna buy only the ones I love most since I'm more into getting A BEST 3 in which I think some new songs may be included there. BUT I've been collecting all Ayu's studio and compilation albums all along!! These 2 ARE albums, although they are mini-albums. Just like Memorial Address and FIVE, in which I still bought them. Oh gosh, Ayu~!! U are really making me left with no choice but to buy ur albums!!! I can't stop my Ayu collection as U know!! T_T

Okay, I shall fret about the money part later. Dun wanna have this post without picture so I'm gonna upload something:

Ayu tweeted this as 'Dejavu'!! And she also wrote in French!! Oh my, I hope this is some nice surprise. Like she's filming in France with a French or she just made a French friend so she wants to speak in French or she wants to gain more French fans. Haha me thinking so much. But I really wondered at this photo. Is it for a pv?? The black and white feel~!! And that she seems to be closing her eyes. Well I can't see that really clearly. The pose really seems like some scene of a pv. This really made me curious!!

Alright, shall wait for more news of Ayu coming up instead of guessing so much. hahaha.

Sexy Ayu on Halloween~!!

Just a short post on Ayu. I came across her picture on twitter, in which it appeared in the newspaper much later!

I dun know if I should be happy with the title that says 'the older, the hotter/sexier'. Well Ayu has big eyes and if she does such makeup I think she'll really look scary!! Like the one in ourselves pv! Anyway I thought Japanese dun celebrate Halloween but anyway, I'm not that interested about that day. Timmy's dressing and makeup is so hideous imo and I got a scare for that! lol. Lucky Ayu isn't too over. Okay, besides this, not really any big news about Ayu.

Oh yes there is, LOVE mini-album release!! I wonder why I didn't upload this edited cover picture of Ayu~!!

This colouring is really much better. Less whitish and more clearer view of pretty ayu. *^_^* Argh. When's my turn to get this album in stores!! I dun wanna wait for a month later!! By then again will be released in Japan and other countries already!! Why is S'pore so slow in CD imports?? =(

Okay, till I have got my LOVE mini-album then I shall write something about it, although I've watched the 2 pvs already. I still love to get my hands on the physical goods. IT REALLY FEELS DAMN GREAT. I shall wait cos I dun have a choice. Ar~~ I'm counting!

My purchases over the months/weeks

I have been shopping around for the past weeks and haven't been updating on the things that I've bought, even long ago~! haha. Anyway, my cosmetics aren't really a lot since I'm not that adventurous to buy new products and try them out. I've done that in the past and cos of that I've realised that some products dun suit me and it's really a waste. Most of the time I've either given it away or throw them, which is a pity and not to mention a waste of money! So now I dun dare to spend on new products without testing them and looking at more reviews before I buy them. =)

Not much. Skincare are just the T-zone mask n whitening moisturizer cos I always wanted some whitening products. I know I need whitening essence more!! but I couldn't find a suitable one nor the one that is of a reasonable price. Most are expensive!!! So I thought this time I shall just get a moisturizer with whitening properties. It's like a 2-in-1 so is better I guess?? But then I feel that the moisturizing effect is not as good as a hydration moisturizer. Whitening ones are somehow a bit oily. I dun know why they are usually like that! Or I happened to buy the ones like tat? =( I somehow have a little regret..lol. But I still use it, occasionally.

I finally found a lipstick that totally matches my natural lip colour!! I've been looking for it for ages and this is the first time I finally found it! Very happy but lipstick dries up my lips faster than lip conditioner! Not tat happy about that but still I use it for nicer colour on my lips cos it has a bit shine too. Well, I'm still happy I got it!! The RIGHT lipstick colour is really hard to find!!!

The rest of the items I got them at sale price. I'm someone who likes to buy items when on sale especially! haha. It makes shopping really more satisfying! Especially the eyeliner pencil, half the price but I happened to be too rough with it while wiping it with tissue, the lead broke! Well, but this successfully reminded me to buy a sharpener for this. lol.

Anyway, I love my LoveMore masks really a lot!!

The packaging is really nice of envelope style. I think it's really pretty~

I have to really moisturize my skin by putting masks more often. I can't stand how my skin seems to be tearing on the upper layer but I just can't remove it using exfoliater! I dun know why this happens. It's pretty much the first time that it can't be removed. Maybe it's really just skin drying out. Argh. So I'm gonna have a dry and oily skin?? T_T

And I so so like to buy clothes from uniqlo but I found this inner wear too.

It really tightens my back, probably really gives u the right posture/shape. But somehow it is giving me back pains. Lol. I also have knee problem for the past week!! Cold knees! And I bought a knee supporter too. Oh no, so I need so many protection inside my clothes. So many things to wear!! I feel so pathetic now. ar~~~~

Namie mode for the past week~!

Been crazy listening to Namie's Uncontrolled cos I was kinda regret for not buying the album earlier! argh, it's all my fault, if not, I could have gotten a poster.[Even though I'm not tat fond of the cover actually. haha]

I really really love Uncontrolled and damn, this made me realized that I love Namie's music so much too!! I dun really know the exact genre that I'm into it. I suppose is Jpop and Jrock mainly, and specifically could be  dance, a bit of electro pop, hip hop, ballad? I'm so enjoying Namie's song right now and I guess from her Best Fiction onwards, her songs are getting really good! I really love all the pv she's been doing too!! Far too pretty and gorgeous. I got so overwhelmed when playing the DVD in my com. The feeling is just so awesome with the clear definition of her looks!! REALLY GREAT~!!

It's really cool that she sang 5 songs in English. Not that special since most of her songs have a mixture of English with Japanese, but it feels kinda different. In fact most of her songs melody are repeated and there is nothing more to the lyrics, the same thing keep repeated but just why do I still love it so much? I can keep replaying the songs all day. Anyway, 1 thing I love about Namie is that her songs have so many Kanji. I just love to see how hard is it to figure out how to say the Kanji. Lol!!

Oh yes, 2 of her song names are different from the one in pv. I wonder why? For Go Round and Yeah-Oh!. And I love Break It so much but not the album version!! T_T Why not the same version as the pv!! I got so surprised when I first listened to it, cos I didn't know. argh~!!!

Anyway, I love to see Namie appearing in ads in the newspaper.  =)

I love her makeup so much now! Althought sometimes it can be a bit over. It really made me wanna try KOSE!! but then, it's not really cheap so I've been sticking to Maybelline or KATE at most. Argh.... I wanna try KOSE one day~!!!

Ayu: This October

Alright, I know I'm quite late for this post. I've been in Namie mode for the past week after getting Uncontrolled album and so not listening to Ayu's songs. lol. But I'm still keeping track of her of cos!! Well, although I dun really know what I should be posting here. hahaha.

There's a new video on Missing [Short version with Lyrics]. Amazing piece and I love to see lyrics in video but I wonder why Japanese dun put lyrics in their own pvs but only to include lyrics on live performance instead? I really dun get why. Isn't it much better for the viewer to understand clearer along with the lyrics ? And rather than have a separate video for lyrics and a video for the pv. I dun get what are they doing. And both are short versions so they are really killing my patience to wait for the full one. LOL!

And somehow I dun get why I can't embed the video here at all. Maybe something wrong with Youtube now for the moment. But this sort of angers me. Okay, not a big deal. Listening to this Ayu song has made me happy so I'm not angry for such small matter. hahaa.

This whole mini-album is really making me looking forward to it so much~!! Especially cos of this new vid that made me listen to Missing again. And sometimes Song 4 U plays in my head for apparently no reason. There are really times where Ayu's songs just played in my head all of a sudden, making me back into Ayu mode. Oh yeah and Ayu's Dec mini-album after LOVE will be again. For once I thought it would be nice if they were to form a sentence for all her 5 releases. Possible? But I can't think the other 3 words after LOVE again. What can it be? hahaha.

So great to see Ayu do photoshoots for Numero Tokyo mag. Few pictures but so gorgeous~!! I totally love them! Posting the 4 favourites of mine~!!

This sideview really looks kinda like the cover for HEAVEN. [as pointed out by a fan at a tweet =)]
I like that flashy outfit somehow. =D

Ayu has such a sexy back~!!
Love her putting her hair sideways like that. Damn pretty~!!

And this dress made her such a mature woman~!! The colour totally suits her~!!

And my, I love this pose~!! xD


And there's LOVE glasses!!

It would be great if they are coloured!! Really, All lovely pretty Ayu stuff should be in PINK! Why can't they use the same coloured LOVE covers instead of in black and white.

Alright, never mind about this. Speaking of Black and White, I've just created a new poll at AHS about the Extreme Black & White Ayu THEN vs. NOW. I hope there's more responses cos some people do think that my previous poll was about Song 4 U but it was for ourselves vs. alterna. So this time I thought of creating a new poll.  Should I even be bothered about creating new thread? In fact, I thought of stop creating threads cos of some people actually think that I'm a hater cos of a thread I posted in which I'm NOT! I dunno why some people can interpret and see my words/meaning in the wrong way when I dun mean it. Was kinda sick and not wanting to post anymore but I guess I shouldn't be so bothered by this. I shall just post what I want since I'm not that bad person saying any bad things about ayu. If anyone misunderstand me, that is his problem. I shall not care anymore. Posting a thread is fun to share and I'm not gonna let anything stop me anymore. =)