#23 lyric: 舞蝶

Yes!! I'm all set to release this dark rock song of mine for September. It just happens somehow while I was deciding which to be posted here, and since recently at the start of this month I wasn't feeling entirely good, and rock songs gave me the feels once more. I love listening to dark ones cos they appeal to my heart so much. I feel I was revived in other way. I don't know why there is just this side of me but probably that's because all the years in my life I have been keeping many things inside my heart. At some point of time I feel I wanted to burst and be rebellious, but I just can't. I can't go against my principles too. And perhaps slowly, all these that build up inside me turned into something that cannot be gone anymore. I guess I can give it a name, but I've no idea which is the best as of now. haha. But let's just zoom into my masterpiece anyway. ♪～(´ε｀　)

[Inspired by BUCK-TICK 喋喋]

舞蝶(まいちょう)
Darkness, they run through me
happily they leaked out a secret
If I burst into tears and enter this door,
I'm never gonna return

Dreams and lovers
like insects, they crumble
out of desire, out of control

*I'm that dancing butterfly
with the freedom you dreamt of
It doesn't matter
I don't have to watch the clock ticking anymore
If death chooses me,
I'll gladly accept

Fear, is quieter than I thought
I'm devouring too much I can't stop trembling
It's easy when I can smile to myself
when it's gonna hurt me like it used to

Guilt and dejection
like rocks, they sink
out of replusion, out of control

*I'm that dancing butterfly
with the freedom you dreamt of
It doesn't matter
I don't have to watch the clock ticking anymore
If death chooses me,
I'll no longer hesitate
~~~~~
I embrace this dark side of myself in fact.

Only then that is where I can come up with something like that,

that made me feel a lot better and understand myself better.

And my love for Buck-tick has gotten stronger too.

Definitely something to be proud of afterall.

~~Yuuka