2nd lyric release - 恋死のローズ Roses of dying love

I've been very itching lately to release a lyric, since I have wrote quite a lot and it has been so long since I last posted on my lyric to isshi! (>ω<)

I know there is this stubbornness in me that I wanna release my lyric together with the Japanese that is to be translated, but it's tough now since my friend is just lazy and reluctant to do so. (;´д｀) While I'm not that skilful in Japanese enough to be confident of doing the translation by myself. Then again, if this drags on, I'll never be able to release any of my works soon. Definitely it won't be coming. It might ended up years later, which is not what I wish to happen. SO I've now made up my mind to release the 2nd one today, without the Japanese part sadly. But still, since I've really got the urge to do something, I'll just go ahead although it doesn't feel complete to me, rather than just wait till I'm confident enough to translate. (・o・)

Yeah, why not I'll just release the original English one first, and then in the future I'll look back at this again and write the Japanese as I wanted to. Haha.(,_,)

Anyway, this lyric came about when I was feeling damn down in mid January and coincidentally, I was watching a dark anime with a dark theme song and so I thought I could write dark songs cos of it. Yeah I did that alright, but I was somehow being affected strongly. Been feeling horrible about myself and sad that I couldn't do anything.....partly due to someone. ~( ´•︵•` )~

Looking back at this now, I wouldn't say I hate this song cos of that. I've gotten over it so now it's just somewhat like bittersweet memories of what I've done. New year, so let me start off with the first lyric written this year!

A dark song, so....please feel it.

[Inspired by BUCK-TICK Romance]

恋死のローズ（こいじにのローズ）Roses of dying love
Living in denial
My shadow is the only thing left

The over dazzling moonlight
so bright I can never be seen

Crashed desires that remained rotten
sweeping everything away in vain
Who else is watching?

*Ah~ Let me dance to the bitter darkness
so that no one is alone
Ah~ The beauty that absorbs me
embrace till I was forgiven
Roses of dying love

Filthy ashes blowing
The only road to disappearance

With quivering hands
I picked up the petal you just left

If you can be cruel enough
Yes, please pierce deeply into my heart
But, why tonight?

*Ah~ Let me dance to the bitter darkness
so that no one is alone
Ah~ The beauty that absorbs me
embrace till I was forgiven
Roses of the dead night

~~~~~
I've never regret writing so. 

And yes, roses are my favourite now. They mean something.

~Yuuka