Little purchase 1402 + my isshi writing

Since I really had nothing-better-to-do. =D

The rubber stamps attracted me since these are the things I like to play with since young. Lol. I quite love stationary stuffs and this would be useful for my letter writing!! haha. Especially the brush pen in which I've been looking for quite some time already!! I'm so glad Daiso sells this so I need not spend more at Kino. xD I bought the oil absorption sheets cos I think I need it? But now I wonder is it a waste of me to buy it. My skin is so oily and I ended up using so many sheets at once which seems like a splurge. Lol. Might as well use tissue? Argh.. This is not helping. I hate my skin!!  (x_x)

Anyway, my lovely rubber stamps:

One of the cat eyes on the right isn't showing. Lol. But I had fun doing this. >_<


And so... I recalled the calligraphy episode 40 in Kagrra, no Su I must try to write the same thing as my Isshi-sama!!

I heard isshi pronounced it as いちをこころざす. But what does it mean? O_O I listened to Isshi's explanation but I'm still bad at listening to Japanese so I don't quite get what he's trying to express through this term. His handwriting looks quite good, but here's mine ↓

Hahahaha. I'm so proud of my handwriting now. I think my 志 looks so prefect!! Even my friend says so! ANYONE HAS GOT TO AGREE WITH ME!! Haha. Although the を may be a little too big. But I'm super satisfied with this. So I've got this talent, I'm as talented as Isshi-sama. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. xD

Putting up this flower arrangement isshi did cos I think it's really pretty~~~ ^_^


And lastly, to show this:

I've got my secret manual notebook in which I managed to find last month and so just in time I could use my brush pen to write in it. How cool is this!!

U have got to be afraid of me now. xD 

Kagrra, 秘祭 Hisai Live Year 2003

Tracklist:
01. あまふらせ たんまいな Amafurase Tanmaina
02. 異邦境 Ihoukyou
03. 魔笛 Mateki
04. 妖祭 Yousai ♥
05. 月下想葬 Gekka Sousou
06. ドラム&ベースソロ - Drum and Bass solo
07. 春麗ら Haru Urara ♥
08. 終焉の季節 Shuuen no kisetsu ♥
09. 恋綴魂 Kotodama
10. 百鬼夜行 Hyakkiyakou
11. 夢イズル地 Yume Izuru Chi
12. 桜花爛漫 Ouka Ranman
13. 桜舞い散るあの丘で Sakura Maichiru ano Oka de
Last:
戯園 Gion
鵺の哭く頃 Nue no naku koro
白い魔手 Shiroi mashu
奇祭 Kisai
神謌 Kami uta
奇祭 Kisai - Backstage


I love seeing Isshi in such long straight hair too~! ^-^ Did I mention before that I love Isshi's usual hand gesture dance to Mateki? Hahaha. And so far, I realised that my favourite sad song Shuuen no kisetsu was not sung in Kagrra, concerts except this one. U know how much I love it although it made me feel sad? I think I can tear whenever this is played. (T_T) Isshi-sama was holding the big round microphone..Why suddenly so special for this? Lol.. I would say this live version gives a different feel. The CD version definitely is the one that touched me so much..I guess it depends on the mood and how it is sung. Some songs are better in live like Amafurase Tanmaina. Haha. Now I don't know if I should like Hyakkiyakou cos in this live Isshi screams 奇怪魂戒開... kikaikaikaikai... so many times! But he's having fun anyway. hahahaha. And Shin's shouting is as if he wants to vomit. xD

One thing I don't understand is this↓

The Kagrra, songs setlist for this concert is as shown above in this order:

01. あまふらせ たんまいな Amafurase Tanmaina
02. 異邦境 Ihoukyou
03. 魔笛 Mateki
戯園 Gion
04. 妖祭 Yousai
鵺の哭く頃 Nue no naku koro
白い魔手 Shiroi mashu
05. 月下想葬 Gekka Sousou
06. ドラム&ベースソロ - Drum and Bass solo
奇祭 Kisai
07. 春麗ら Haru Urara
08. 終焉の季節 Shuuen no kisetsu
09. 恋綴魂 Kotodama
神謌 Kami uta
10. 百鬼夜行 Hyakkiyakou
11. 夢イズル地 Yume Izuru Chi
12. 桜花爛漫 Ouka Ranman
13. 桜舞い散るあの丘で Sakura Maichiru ano Oka de

Just why are these 5 songs being taken out and placed after the last song Sakura Maichiru ano Oka de in this video? It seems like that's what the DVD is...Only 13 songs shown officially on the DVD being sold. I don't get why PS Company wants to edit it this way? Because when I watched it, it feels strange..cos I noticed the difference in Isshi's clothing. Although these 5 songs aren't shown in full, but what's the purpose of doing so just for these 5 songs being edited out like this?? Lol. I just don't get it. How special are these 5 songs? O_O

Nevertheless, I still love it. The backstage scenes are kinda funny. ^o^

Kagrra, 終焉の季節 Shuuen no kisetsu - how I'm afraid of this song

I'm actually kinda afraid of listening to this song..

Because it's a song about death. It will remind me of how Isshi is no longer around with us.

This song is really beautiful. I remember when I first heard this back then, I fall in love with it immediately. But it has a tinge of sadness to it...

It's really the only Kagrra, song that made me cry.. At least now probably isn't so bad. But if I'm feeling down, I might tear once more.


Argh.. I know I'm over the phase of being so sad thinking about Isshi. But somehow, this song has got the power to made me feel sad. Not that sad until I feel helpless or anything like that, but more like sentimental.

It's really the most beautiful sad piece of Kagrra, song ever~~ Even if it made me feel sad, I will still listen to it.

Cos it's Kagrra, it's Isshi-sama's voice..

He will always occupy a special place in my heart ♥

Lyrics translation @ 鬼愛~Demon Passion~

[OD 201013] Anime Amnesia

Arr... it's really been some time that I feel I'm watching a quality anime after so long. The last one I remembered was Nichijou [since last year] which is a really random and quite a nonsense anime. Lol. I just treat it as something for laugh but not liking it that much. I'm really more into the storyline rather than just watching for fun. And since somehow my phone don't really allow me to watch [the video page just got close down suddenly for no reason], I think it's really time for me to give up watching it since I've already lost track until which episode I've watched until. And since it's not really that interesting. =p

I was searching quite hard to find which anime worth to watch. Can't believe somehow actually it started off with Hyouka. I really love the storyline about mystery, although the mysteries that they discover wasn't such a big deal but how Oreki solve all of them is really so amazing! It really made me wanna write some mystery stories too but I guess it would really be hard for me to write something that involves so much thinking! I'm not a creative person so this is really gonna be so hard for me as a start! haha.

After that, the first week of October I was watching Amnesia all the way every night and got so hooked on it and then the next week I got interested in Rozen Maiden 2013 in which the story is equally good. This new adaptation is better in their drawing and the story is a little bit different from the 2006 [or 2004?] season so I'm really enjoying watching it too! But I haven't yet watch finish it cos the episodes are so hard to find online. That being cos animecrazy.net was shut down few months ago!! I don't get why the good stuffs have to go away like that since it's really a good place to look for animes to watch plus there are reviews. The episodes are also organised properly with different streaming sites for us to watch. It's such a pity... I'm really sad about this. (︶︹︺)


Alright, now I'm gonna be talking about Amnesia since this one inspires me and made me think a lot lately. I'm really amazed at the idea and topic of different worlds, or parallel worlds in fact. It really made me curious. I really can't help but to think if it really existed!! Whether there is another ME in the other world, and how would that world be? Is it much better than what I'm doing right now? Maybe life is so much better there..

At first I wonder why Heroine is with different guys when the ending song is played at the end the first episode. Ar.. then I realised it's cos of the different worlds thing. Anyway why Heroine doesn't have a name herself? It makes me feel that the creator [since it's started off as a otome game] is lazy to come up with a nice name for the female main character. lol.

My favourite worlds for this anime would be Shin [Heart route] and Toma [Diamond route].

Isn't it touching right at the start when Heroine woke up after the accident and Shin went to kiss her to 'wake her up'? xD I love this route cos it's the most romantic one to me. Although Heroine told Shin that she couldn't remembered the past anymore, Shin says he will definitely be there for her. That's really touching..

So the storyline outline is like this: On August 1st there is an explosion in the university where Heroine is there. She got injured and was unconscious for 25 days, so on August 25th she died. Ukyo can't accept her death and so he seek Neil [Fairies creator] for help to grant his wish. Neil will also be able to gain power if Ukyo's wish is granted. Neil transport Heroine from one world to other when he sees Ukyo suffering so much everytime he witness Heroine's death many times in the actual world [but unable to save her?]. That is why Heroine keeps moving to another world back to August 1st suddenly with no reason. In the other 4 worlds , Ukyo doesn't exist and he died many times.

It made me feel that Ukyo is such a great guy he must have love Heroine a lot! But anyway, the storyline is still not something that I can understand totally. I dun get why Heroine has deja vu so often. And I dun really get why exactly Ukyo can't save her... It's quite a sad story in the end. But it still gives you some kind of hope. Why must Ukyo have 2 personalities? Maybe things will turn out differently if he wasn't suddenly evil. lol.

The ending wasn't so clear as to which world does Heroine choose. But I'm pretty sure she will go back to her actual world of Ukyo cos he has did so much for her. I think Heroine is really a kind girl and the cards presented in front of her not really meant that she can choose to go whererever she wants am I right?

Anyway, the opening theme song got me feel so sad. (T_T)

Heroine isn't that pretty yet she got different guys liking her I'm so envy. lol. I just don't like the fact that she doesn't she have a name at all in this show. It's really strange cos I don't know how to address her except calling her heroine but it isn't that suitable..not like she's so noble who saved the world. lol. It's really the first time I came across something like that. (・｀ω´・)


I've enjoyed this anime overall. I'm amazed somehow, I don't know why but this got into me. Such unexplainable things. It really got me thinking about parallel worlds and other worlds that could probably be exist. Maybe there really is many other worlds coexist at the same time. Maybe there's really another me..that probably have met Isshi-sama?? *dreaming*

Thoughts about my life...I have made certain decisions in the past in which I have regretted. Somehow I think my life might really be different if I were to choose a different route instead. I would love to see what is going on in the other worlds, and the other me. What was I thinking too? How have I lived?  If I can restart my life again, I would definitely take a different path from what I am going now..

But that is, if I can still happen to know of Kagrra,! Hahaa.. I definitely still wanna know about Isshi-sama.


Now I certainly feel like playing such a game. xD

Amnesia storyline @ wikipedia 

Kagrra, 風雲録 Fuunroku Live Year 2002

Tracklist:
01. 鬼遊の唄 Kiyuu no uta
02. 魔笛 Mateki
03. 鵺の哭く頃 Nue no naku koro
04. 徒然なるままに、、、 Tsurezure naru mama ni...
05. 神謌 Kami uta -Full ♥
06. 妖祭 Yousai
07. 碧の葬列 Ao no souretsu
08. 白い魔手 Shiroi mashu
09. 恋綴魂 Kotodama -Full
10. 刹なる言葉 Setsunaru kotoba -Full
Last:
百鬼夜行 Hyakki yakou
Backstage
桜舞い散るあの丘で Sakura maichiru ano oka de
Izumi's Drum solo


Somehow I feel that I'm familiar with old Kagrra, songs. I don't know why is this so.  ┐('～`；)┌ When I was just into Kagrra, years ago I listened to a mix of both their old and current songs at that time. Maybe old songs bring more memories~

This era of Isshi-sama dressed overly, so visual-kei like..with those Oni horns. And his usual dances... hahaha. I'm beginning to love it now too. (●＾口＾●)

I'm just kinda irritated that most of the songs don't flow well, cos it's been edited so much and the bad audio. Omg. Why are u doing this to Kagrra, dear PS Company!! Their things are rare enough! It's really quite uncomfortable to listen to the songs with such distortion and too much poor quality

But nevertheless I can still watch this, and found out that the song so familar was 碧の葬列 Ao no souretsu. I didn't like it when I first heard it [last year?], but now it feels such a sense of achievement since I've managed to find the song title. And to know it's about Hitodama. It's just amazing how Isshi-sama can write lyrics like that. I really can't come up with something like that though...He really earns my respect and admiration.

I'm still so mesmerized with Isshi's voice now~ (^-^)

Lyrics translation @ 鬼愛~Demon Passion~

[OD 301213] Ayu looks like she's pregnant?

Last year's news of Ayu announce her engagement with that American guy 10 years younger than her. But this says her nice figure has gone, speculating that she's pregnant. Well, after these few months and seeing only news that she got married, so this is not true.

Ayu has been working hard on her new album!! Looking forward to it! I feel a little sorry for not following Ayu's news that closely recently, since there hasn't been any interesting things going on...Well, besides her marriage and those gorgeous magazine photoshoots? Hahaha.

I felt that Ayu has been kinda quiet lately. We didn't even get to know her hubby's name at all? Oh and the fact that she eventually did get married with him, I wasn't all too surprised but still....she has made that decision despite not knowing that guy for very long too right? I just hope that her relationship this time will be much better than she had with Mannie. I'm now curious at her wedding photos, but I guess she won't ever release it. Now we all come to the issue whether she will have a child, right? Hahaha.. yeah I will look forward to any good news that is to come. Meanwhile I shall go crazy into my drama and Kagrra, poisoning. Lol.

[OD] My Gazette poster + purchases

This is not exactly an outdated post. Lol. But anyway, I just realised something....

This is like the dumbest thing ever. I DID NOT KNOW THAT I HAVE THE GAZETTE POSTER WITH ME FOR YEARS! So I've been keeping this aside in my cupboard for years which is such a waste!! Lol~

I love this now, since they're all looking so cool. xD Ar...I remember I got this from my friend cos of the SHINee at the other side. That's the bad thing about 2-sided poster. I didn't even realised my favourite band is at the other side. lol. Wonder when will I ever ever get my hands on Kagrra, poster.. Is that even possible? Lol.. Maybe things just come by and surprise me. Just like this one. Hahaha. I do hope so!! (≧▽≦)

Bought 2 packs of facial masks and a blusher in which I'm wondering should I use it. I thought I should try it cos it does give me a better seemingly healthy look. I don't mind the shimmer, but the smell is a little too horrid! I love the colour and everything else except for the smell. Most importantly is that it doesn't give me any reaction right? But still, can't help but to think that the smell is also important, since I have a sensitive nose. lol. But what's the use of a product that is sweet smelling yet it doesn't have any effect right? Argh.. just why do I have to bear with the bad ones too. >_< Alright, I will still use it since I've bought it.

The Kit Kat that my friend gave me last Nov. It's the pumpkin flavour that's so hard to describe the taste!! Lol.  I really don't know how to say the taste of it. It's not very distinctive like sweet or salty...it's totally not chocolatey but it doesn't taste that bad. (>o<)  It doesn't have that sort of pumpkin taste too. It's just something that you wouldn't have guessed it unless u know it in the first place. [Does anyone know what I'm talking about? (x_x)]

Just why do these special flavours from Japan have to be in such small packet? I don't think that's ever enough to eat! Same for my green tea one! ♥

Matcha didn't taste all sweet or chocolatey either. But it's still got that nice matcha taste. I like it!! I'm just so fond of Kit Kat. Hahaa.


Ar....I guess these are the things I bought last Nov?

I love the eyeshadow but not the eyeliner as it's not smooth to brush it on. (-_-) The highlighter is not bad but I guess I'm not good at contouring cos I dun seem to get it right. lol. So I haven't been using bronzer but highlight yes! Anyway, it seems that some Daiso makeup are pretty good so they are worth the try. ^_^

Oh, this is the body butter that I've been using since I've won it last year. (⌒▽⌒) It's really thick! Not that easy to spread but the smell is really strong! I feel that it's still on me throughout the next day. Nice but anyways, I would still prefer lotion that is easier to apply though, cos body butter makes me feel a little too dry/sticky. So I will not buy it at all.. =p

I've a sudden urge to do shopping now. hahaha. (^｡^)

[OD 131213] Late Ayu updates ~early December

So many Ayu updates has been going on! but I'm still gonna post them anyway. =p

Firstly is Ayu opened an Ameba blog for a limited of 7 days [from Nov 11 to Nov 17] just so to promote her 'ayu' photobook.

I love her posts about little bits of her life with her photos. I certainly hope that would be so great if Ayu could have such a public blog about this, while TA for her personal thoughts. Well, it's not gonna happen anyway. But it's still great to see Ayu trying out new stuffs. Cos this news did surprised me last month. (^｡^)

My most favourite picture would be this! ↓

Ayu's braided hair in that colour and sunglasses and necklace. And look at that reflection of Ayu taking her own selfie!! Everything about this photo is just awesome!  (●＾口＾●) Ayu really looked like a schoolgirl here. lol. Alright, I've posted this before at AHS but I still wanna mention it here. hahaha.

Look at Ayu gaining the top spot at Ameba~!! Certainly, Ayu should carry on that blog someday right? Even if Ayu were to do that again for a promotion for something else I wouldn't mind cos at least she did some blogging for us overseas fans. She could jolly well be blogging whenever there's promotions to do. lol. I wonder if she's really gonna be so hardworking for this next time. xD

This news [Nov 19] was saying how loyal Ayu is to LV where she has 4 luggages of the same brand.

And she's so cute sticking her head out like this. lol.


So yeah, about her photobook. [Nov 11 news]

Definitely there's some irritating people saying how photoshopped it is. But it really is gorgeous! Ayu is getting sexier the older she gets! lol. I saw the photobook at Kino selling at $50+ and its quite big. Well well, not that I'm gonna buy it. xD


And there's also about 75% of the people were saying how not worth it is to watch Kouhaku anymore cos of the list of performers [Dec 3]

I just don't get why they mentioned Ayu as though she's not worth the appearance. Just cos she's not as popular as before? They even complain about AKB which is already so popular in Japan. And so what are they complaining? Which other artistes do they expect to see? -_- Anyway, I know Golden bomber is in the list! Their 2nd appearance!! So happy for them! (⌒▽⌒) Argh I just don't know if I ever get to watch it this year cos I've been missing out Kouhaku for years. lol.


Okay, one last thing:  Feel the love pv

The heated arguement over Ayu acting so slutty. lol. I'm kinda surprised at Ayu's actions in the pv but it didn't occur to me that this was the focus, since the main character seems to be that fat girl.

My thoughts was:

I love to see others' views on it. And usually things that I didn't thought of. Hehe.

It's really fun to talk about Ayu sometimes. Lol. Minus the negative one please. 

San album trading card?

Chanced upon this site that says the regular edition CD comes with one randomly chosen out of a possible five trading cards.

BUT WHY MY SAN ALBUM DID NOT HAVE A TRADING CARD AT ALL?! (T_T)

I even went to look all over my album again. And the catalog number is COCP-33251 Yes! But trading card No! Sob Sob.

So is there really a trading card to all San albums? Dun tell me mine is a mistake. It so happens that they forgot this. Or the trading cards are only for regular edition for limited time? Argh. What should I do now? Duh, what can I do now? Not that I can ask the PS company or anything for the card. -_-


I remember the seller whom I bought the singles and Irodori album told me her San album wasn't like mine. So she must have gotten the limited edition one. or the DVD. She told me she has a lot of things inside for the one she bought. How nice is that for her. Why is mine like this? lol.


Kagrra, u are not being fair to me!!!

Ok, not the guys fault. I hope I can know the answer. Maybe there isn't a card afterall. but why??!!! 

Kagrra, 四月一日 video appeared in Cat Street drama

Wa~ how happy was I to know that Kagrra, actually filmed a video for this song 四月一日 Shigatsu tsuitachi while watching Kagrra, no Su episode 59 but I'm definitely not happy that it appeared for such a short while in the drama!! I just dun understand why they're filming it for without letting the members faces be clearly shown. -_- And why can't they release it as a short pv of Kagrra, too?? Even if it's a short video. I feel so unfair to them...and us as fans!! I so badly wanna see how their video appeared in the first place. (x_x)

But anyway, glad that I managed to find out which drama and which episode. Lol.


In the drama episode 4...

Kagrra, members supposedly are 'discussing' about the filming of the pv. I was really happy to see this part since I didn't expect them to be part of the show like this. I thought I would only see the 'pv' they've already filmed. lol.

Greeting the main female character in the show. But oh my, only Nao's face can been seen clearly. I dun like this angle that the camera man took!!!!  It's too far away and this is so not good!! He should zoom in more!! I think I can be a better director. Hahahaha.

↑ I think this is the worse part.. For a few seconds, this is where the actual video for 四月一日 Shigatsu tsuitachi to appear. I really can't believe this. (T_T) JUST A FEW SECONDS OF KAGRRA, LYING DOWN ON THE GRASS WHERE WE CAN'T SEE THEIR FACES. Omg.. Big disappointment.

And there, the credits are shown at the ending.

The part where the girl is reaching out to the sky as the pv video to Kagrra, song is quite nice since it has got a feel to it, but still I'm not satisfied with how it ended up like that in the show. So anyway, might as well watch Kagrra, no Su for more Kagrra,-ness. Lol..


In Kagrra, no Su... 

Posting lots of Kagrra, pics I screencap cos I love them so much. =D
Can hear the directors say 'Cut' few times which is fast! Why are they taking such short scenes. (¬_¬) And I really wonder why this scene is not being shown in the drama. =( This part is so much better than seeing them lying down on the grass for a few seconds. Lol.

And Akiya and isshi keep saying 暑い hot!! haha.

 

This cool Shin-san..hehe.

Blowing the Sakura petals.

I can see the petals flying~ haha.

Isshi's hair is definitely very bright. lol.

I quite like this part too, but it's really too short!! Just them walking a little and look up at the sky/scenery, stopped and pose. THAT'S ALL?? On such a hot day!! Our poor guys. (._.)

↑ Izumi is yawning. lol~!

I can't stand Akiya's pose.. He always like to pose like that! Hahaha.

Ar~~ Lovely Isshi-sama look.. ^_^

I wonder why take individual shots but in the end not appeared anywhere else in the drama!! I'm angry~!! Really unfair to them~!! I want their faces clearly shown~!!! Okay, I've been like complaining for so many times. lol.

Haha.. The leader suddenly gave an angry/unsatisfied look. I supposed he wasn't all too happy and cos the sun is so bright and hot. I won't be happy either. lol.


Since I know that Kagrra, only appeared in episode 4, I'm really lazy and reluctant to watch the whole drama. =p  I guess I'd rather spend my time watching more Kagrra, no Su and really have fun watching them, better than the boring drama. Hahaha. Lazy me.

Now I love 四月一日 Shigatsu tsuitachi so much.. It's a bright cheerful song. ^o^