My lyric thoughts~

Just when the beginning of this year I was feeling so down that I felt it was probably kinda wrong for me to listen to dark songs from Buck-Tick....

But nope, it wasn't wrong afterall, since I could write dark songs too because I was inspired by them, although the feeling didn't change to be better and probably got more horrible, but at least I wrote something that I had vent out from my heart. A piece of dark love song I just released in which now when I see it, I felt a sense of achievement having to get some good comments.

Sometimes I'm amazed by myself, while I wasn't sure what I was doing. *laughs* (^◯^)

Well, this goes to show that when I'm writing dark songs I can get emotional. Or that it's when I feel horrible I could write such songs?  Lol. But certainly, it used to hurt me last year, a song that took me 2 weeks to write cos it's so hard to put the words together. And yeah I was writing about death, and that's why...it took such a toll on me. (,_,)

Probably it's just hard to approach such a topic. Dark ones especially, but they can be so tempting! Earlier on I was thinking I probably won't get back to listen to Buck-Tick anymore cos Kagrra, is still better afterall. Cos only Kagrra, made me feel better. That's true. Kagrra,'s music always made me feel better when I'm down, but now cos I am feeling really good, I felt the urge to listen to dark songs again. Why, I can't believe this myself! That I really got addicted to this rock suddenly. Buck-Tick's songs are replaying in my head and I wrote 3 songs for the past few days being influenced by them. This was an amazing result! I have never been inspired by other bands so much that I can write so much at one go, except by Kagrra,. I take this as a good thing, a good change in me. And because I also wanna develop my own style of writing. Not just all the time stuck at Isshi's way in which is probably too hard for me to attain that level. Lol. On one hand, I don't wanna feel as though I've betrayed Kagrra, by listening to other bands and write songs like that.

No way! Isshi won't think that way right? (´•ω•｀)


Anyway, I will want to explore different themes if possible. I might listen to other bands casually for the inspiration. But of course, my true love will always remain the same. ♥


Just done up with my lyrics page and it ended up really so purple with that picture! I have no idea why I ended up selecting a purple pic for the page, it just comes to me. Lol. I just hope also, upon creating this page it keeps me going... to write more where isshi would be proud of me.


And so, I will try to release more of my works this year. (^ε^)


Please tell me this is definitely the right thing to do...