Nowadays I had dreams at night that is about something so long ago and yet they came to me suddenly.
Then I realised that they are probably my deep desires and yes, I admit that I somehow hope for them but yet, I wouldn't let them happen in reality.
Maybe it seemed like such an irony, but I'm really sure that I won't let them happen in this world. Not because of fear, but is that I don't think it'll turn out to have a good outcome at all..
Since things have lead to this way...there's no use turning back. And so, they're are probably just reminders for me of the past that I shouldn't be like that anymore.
What is there to regret when I've already made such a decision? Or if things can't be helped.
Trust my own feelings, and it'll never be wrong.
I should have known. And in fact, I've gotten the answer all along.
So... I won't lie to myself that something will work when I know it doesn't.
I will believe in myself more now.
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